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Can you spoil me?
Any cheating, love triangle, betrayal? Who are the guys in the cover? I know the middle one is the MC, but who’s the guy behind him and the blondie? What’s his relationship to them

No, kinda and no. The blondie is an old friend of mc who’s in love with him but mc has a heavy internalized homophobia and negation of his feelings so he feels uncomfortable towards him. The one behind him is a random dude that arrived at his town but had a deep conection and attraction towards him, which i believe its mostly because he is the opposite of him, someone who’s free and does and goes wherever he wants without minding others.

The story has romance, but the most important part of the plot goes around the murder of the guy behind mc and how he faces life in the future as a salty old man with alzheimer that can communicate with his younger self through a diary in hopes that he can change the future. It is quite enjoyable and not a cliche read, i hightly reccomend it.

so who does he end up with? Does MC like the guy who died? Or does he like the blonde one?

No end game yet, so rn it's up to you on who you support will be end game

We don’t know yet

He has feelings for both, but they’re different, he sees the blondie as someone that he can rely on, while with the other he feels like he can be a different person

I hope they all end up together but idk if that’s possible

Lmao I don’t think so because the mc is reaaally closed minded

Could you explain how he is close minded? I haven’t read and will read tomorrow when I’m not tired lol
I wanna know now though thank you!!

MC is quite conservative, considering his upbringing, the MC grew up in a family grounded by traditional values. having to grow up with the responsibilities of being the “ eldest son.” MC already goes through internalized homophobia because of the stigma around homosexuality due to things like when the story takes place, so it’s highly unlikely he’d even consider ending up with both both ML’s.

first time that someone didn't do something actually

*not surprised

The way I was gonna type that word for word