dont do it! the pain will end but cutting your life short will never let you see how beautiful things can be. be patient, seek professional help and possibly pick up journaling (it's really helped me) im really sorry for everything that has happened to you, you didnt deserve any of it. please take it easy, you are still so young. the past will drag...... reply
When I was an army, shipping was pretty common idk and tbh I don't think it's a terrible thing as long as fans keep it away from the members of a group. Fanart and fanfics are enjoyable time to time but in the end they are fantasy and should never be pushed onto the idols themselves. If idols were to say that they didn't like be paired with any of ...... reply
it's really good that you have fun with writing. tbh just do what makes u comfortable. even if u just have a basic outline (they are a pain in the ass to make but they really do help) and bullet points then thats good enough. you should only know basic wants of the character to make them realistic. if they are flat, try basing some characteristics ...... reply