
Ngl i 18 it's such a big of a number yet somehow still so small lol.
Really don't know what to do with my life rn , im writing gibberish, I want someone toooooo,
But it's to much work and I don't even like anyone rn. I want to experience the "highschool lovelife" even if it's so cringe to say. BUT GOD LORD I WANT THAT ┗( T﹏T )┛, the small glances, the cute meet ups, cute yet super awkward moments, little slip ups of words that I would be embarrassed to say if sober.
Damn atleast give me something, a little fling to chat or a adorable banter with someone.
I don't wanna turn 20 without experiencing any of this...
Lol maybe I read to much or my assessment are piling up and it pressure me too much that it made me a fucking relapse on my monthly love sickness (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
P.s i need tiramisu