shiishios July 9, 2015 11:57 am

well this was a depressing way to start my morning. i was really hoping these two would find happiness because their lives were just so miserable. well in a way i suppose he died a happy man, and at least takezou now knows he was in love with him, so i'm not too sad. i'm like so sure there will be some sort of sequel where the uncle and the nephew get together, but hahha idk.

    shiishios July 9, 2015 11:58 am

    btw i cried for like an hour

    Asuka Hana July 9, 2015 12:07 pm

    Same here. I really really hope that atleast they could find a shred of happiness and only takezou got to confess and that last part was just heartbreaking. Man this really such (︶︿︶)=凸

    jino July 9, 2015 12:32 pm

    Ah same i actually skipped breakfast and starved for this but that letter at the end made it bearable ;w;

shiishios June 26, 2015 6:13 am

it's obv kirara and ken will be together, but why do i get a feeling that older brother might end up with the guy kirara bumped into when he first met them...that would be really cute tbh

    SFLind June 26, 2015 6:22 am

    But isn't that supposed to be their father? ._.

    Kurenai June 26, 2015 6:50 am

    Make sense..INCEST FTW (Watch them not be related to the father or something)!! ^O^ lol

    shiishios June 26, 2015 10:13 am
    But isn't that supposed to be their father? ._. @SFLind

    was it their dad? we don't know that for sure, yet. i have a feeling it's not their dad and he's their uncle/parents' friend, their friend who is older or something like that, he looks too young to be a dad imo. also here are my reasons why i think the other pair might happen:
    1. the brothers transferred there. from where? why?
    2. we don't know if that person already lived there or he moved in with them
    3. we haven't heard anything about him being their dad yet, if he is, is he the real dad?
    4. we haven't heard anything about the brothers' parents yet. still haven't seen their mother figure (or other father etc.)
    5. what purpose does he serve if he's just the father? author could have drawn him bumping into one of the brothers, but he introduced the three together and kirara called them all cool, so i feel he serves an important role.

    here's how i think it'll happen:
    kirara mistakes his admiration for the older brother with love. he sees the older brother being intimate with/kissing that guy, and he's "hurt" (but not really) by this. then either one of two things happen:
    1. the other brother sees it with him, and tries to stay with kirara to comfort him. maybe he confesses while he's at it.
    2. kirara goes to the other brother for advice/help when he is "heartbroken" and the other brother confesses to him or helps him with some advice.
    3. i am completely wrong and nothing like this ever happens lol

    shiishios June 26, 2015 10:13 am
    Make sense..INCEST FTW (Watch them not be related to the father or something)!! ^O^ lol Kurenai

    yep! that's what i'm thinking, he's not related to them. but that's just my opinion, i feel like he's the one who taught them how to fight lol~

    Kurenai July 21, 2015 6:19 pm
    was it their dad? we don't know that for sure, yet. i have a feeling it's not their dad and he's their uncle/parents' friend, their friend who is older or something like that, he looks too young to be a dad imo... shiishios

    Love your comment...keeps me thinking lol xD

    shiishios July 21, 2015 10:35 pm
    Love your comment...keeps me thinking lol xD Kurenai

    cool! i'm glad i can keep you thinking xD! i'm curious to hear about your thoughts :) I re-read the chapter so many times, for more clues, and I tried looking for raws or something but it looks like it's being released chapter by chapter in a bl magazine so no raws. i'm excited!

    Kurenai July 22, 2015 10:05 am
    cool! i'm glad i can keep you thinking xD! i'm curious to hear about your thoughts :) I re-read the chapter so many times, for more clues, and I tried looking for raws or something but it looks like it's being ... shiishios

    Read too many Yaoi so...Possibilities=Endless lol xD

    Possible Scenarios I can see:
    -Older Brother Confess to Uke, and then Uke is conflicted because he is starting to like the Younger Brother
    -Older Bro and the "Dad"
    -Going off ur idea, maybe they moved schools because the Bros got violent (probably self-def or something) at another school.....so they had to move

    That's all i can think off the top of my head for now :3

    Yaoi-Lover- December 2, 2020 1:05 am
    Make sense..INCEST FTW (Watch them not be related to the father or something)!! ^O^ lol Kurenai

    What incest is happening? None of them like their own family members?

    Yaoi-Lover- December 2, 2020 1:06 am
    What incest is happening? None of them like their own family members? Yaoi-Lover-

    They mean auntie by saying it’s a friends mother, that’s the terms they use for it. They aren’t actually related?

shiishios June 24, 2015 4:50 am

In these types of single-parent households their bonds are either super deep or super broken up. In shirotani household's case the child felt like his dad is all he had left in the world. I think that in the girl's case she probably had nowhere to belong, and then she became attached to her teacher, and she probably felt like this little kid was taking the only person who paid her attention away from her. She ended up messing with shirotani's head too. During a crucial, confused, and vulnerable moment (remember he's in 5th grade so like 10ish so this is probably the first time he experiences anything sexual), she told him he was disgusting. He thinks everything that is him is disgusting so he tries to keep himself as clean as possible, he thinks people become dirty after touching him (a.k.a. why he asked kurose to disinfect). she pretty much messed with every aspect of this child's life. His father also is messed up. He preyed on an underaged girl, he brought her home with him (where his child is), and he played psychological games with his kid by telling him shit like "i can read your mind" "i know you want to apologize." that's pretty much emotional abuse. it's no wonder shirotani is so afraid of kurose. I think it;s important to remember though, that this is not a matter of girls are like this. Girls are not like this, and middle-aged single fathers are not like this. These are people with psychological problems.

    shiishios June 24, 2015 4:54 am

    woops i meant it's no wonder shirotani is so afraid of having his head touched**************** (wow lol... but on a sidenote shirotani is afraid of kurose because kurose is treating him in a way that is basically different than what he grew up thinking he was...like shirotani grew up thinking he's dirty and disgusting, but kurose treats him like he is clean and pure etc).

    ddkktt June 24, 2015 5:00 am

    thats because kurose doesnt undeetand one bit of shirotani's minset so there is musundertand thinking hat shirotani is playing with him

    shiishios June 24, 2015 11:13 am
    thats because kurose doesnt undeetand one bit of shirotani's minset so there is musundertand thinking hat shirotani is playing with him ddkktt

    hmm i can see your point of view, but i think kurose is much smarter than that. he's a psychologist after all, i think kurose pretty much understands why shirotani is like this (he may not know the story, but he probably knows the gist of it), and once he knows what the number 1 thing shirotani can't do is, he will pretty much figure it out. i don't think kurose thinks shirotani is playing with him, i think kurose is pushing and pulling so that shirotani will finally be desperate enough to tell him what happened and open up to him. shirotani imo is scared everytime kurose pushes him but he's more afraid when kurose pulls him. that's what i think anyways.

shiishios May 26, 2015 10:09 am

don't give up on this manga guys, i read the raws (and listened to the blcd), it's beautiful. it's a work of art. no yaoi that i know of compares to this one.

    holymangobatman May 29, 2015 4:25 pm

    I really love it so far and I'm glad that's the case!!

    Anonymous May 29, 2015 4:44 pm

    please tell me where can i find raws

    Bun May 29, 2015 4:54 pm
    please tell me where can i find raws @Anonymous

    77mh

    Bun again May 29, 2015 5:27 pm
    77mh @Bun

    http://www.77mh.com/colist_226703.html
    (To be more precise) Have fun!

    Carmella May 29, 2015 5:59 pm

    Lmao~ It's so serious and yet not; can't help but like it :D

    Belita May 29, 2015 7:09 pm

    The raws are lovely... Not wanting to spoil------ it's a bittersweet end but still a great manga!!

    Blood August 7, 2015 1:11 pm
    The raws are lovely... Not wanting to spoil------ it's a bittersweet end but still a great manga!! Belita

    Hi, if you understand chinese, could you tell me one thing please?
    I saw the raws, so what happens to kirino in the end?

shiishios March 16, 2015 12:17 pm

I like the one about Oikawa and Satomi more, I can't wait for that one to develop more, especially since Satomi is young enough to be his son's age (which he actually is) there could be a lot to play with in terms of plot, hopefully the development goes right and doesn't fall short, love this author tho~ always writes daring and unique plots. Can't wait (it says it's a one shot I hope there will be more to it perhaps in a different volume or something)

    Serara-mi March 16, 2015 12:28 pm

    i doesnt understand the second story, oikawa and satomi.. so what he mean show his true self? is he his own son? how about his son? where is he at the time?

    shiishios March 16, 2015 1:12 pm
    i doesnt understand the second story, oikawa and satomi.. so what he mean show his true self? is he his own son? how about his son? where is he at the time? @Serara-mi

    That's actually a debatable topic, I read this on myreadingmanga first, and many people were guessing what you guessed. Certain elements in the story wouldn't add up if this is his son (the one we saw on the couch), because Satomi was surprised about a few things...if this was his father he would've known. Also Oikawa states "they're really different," which makes me realize even more that this is not the same person. However, someone had a theory that Oikawa had two sons, one who was given birth to 9 months after Oikawa's son, and so the mother died leaving him with one of the son's for 20 years. I personally believe he was referring to Satomi acting meek/polite/lazy, and not being honest with him about his "true self." Also if that is his son, why does he have a different last name? I honestly don't think a son can just change his hairstyle and fool his dad lol, and i don't think a dad wouldn't notice for that long. Plus Satomi says "since i joined the company" "since i first saw you," these are all clues to me that he really isn't his son. Also they parted ways in the first scene, yet Oikawa's son was at home, how did he get there before his dad? lol i really don't think it's his son, but honestly we will never know unless this gets a continuation :(.

    hanefuma April 4, 2015 8:41 am
    That's actually a debatable topic, I read this on myreadingmanga first, and many people were guessing what you guessed. Certain elements in the story wouldn't add up if this is his son (the one we saw on the co... shiishios

    We really need the continuation of this story... btw your opinion is great

shiishios February 7, 2015 1:31 am

i don't think kuze has malicious intent. i think that kuze genuinely is smart enough to realize how bs the whole caste system is, and he i think in his own way he wants to show kusakabe that having the jack card (or even the king card) does not always mean that you get your way, even people at the top of the chain may be hurt. this whole system only works because people allow it to, but if the new target isn't going to allow himself be targeted, or if the opposite, if the king is going to allow himself to be targeted, then that's when human beings can find an opening to take advantage. That's why karino found an opening to take advantage and become the king. that's what kuze wants to prove to kusakabe. that the system only functions because people allow it to. i think kuze is smart, super smart. kusakabe is probably just a bookworm but that's about it.

    MOI? February 7, 2015 2:33 am

    Ain't avery system like that? :))

    mika February 7, 2015 2:38 am

    I don't know I think Kuze is the person who push Azusa of the stair from ch 1.

    shiishios February 7, 2015 3:17 am
    Ain't avery system like that? :)) @MOI?

    yeah def. most systems are like that, but sometimes some systems are beyond people's control (not this one in particular, but think of military dictatorships such as north korea). But I can see your point that in general we have to mutually as a society agree that a system should be a certain way. but in this case people are being stupid and not realizing that this should not be the case, because wtf?? i think the only person who doesn't trust it is kuze. i think that kusakabe and azusa might join him very soon, but not sure lol.

    shiishios February 7, 2015 3:18 am
    I don't know I think Kuze is the person who push Azusa of the stair from ch 1. mika

    hmmm really? i mean if he did i would see why he did it, because azusa did used to be hard on kusakabe, but i meant that i don't think kuze has malicious intent towards kusakabe. he might hate azusa for what he'd done, so...i might actually agree with you on that thought! lol!

    Chibi Anime ♡ February 7, 2015 6:31 am
    I don't know I think Kuze is the person who push Azusa of the stair from ch 1. mika

    I think that was Karino, that pushed Azusa off the stairs, because when he woke up, he found himself tied up by Karino.

    Anonymous February 7, 2015 6:31 am

    Let's just hope you're right. :/

    mika February 7, 2015 7:16 am
    yeah def. most systems are like that, but sometimes some systems are beyond people's control (not this one in particular, but think of military dictatorships such as north korea). But I can see your point that ... shiishios

    lol true

    mika February 7, 2015 7:28 am
    I think that was Karino, that pushed Azusa off the stairs, because when he woke up, he found himself tied up by Karino. Chibi Anime ♡

    Well it could be vice-versa when it come to this kind of story.

    shiishios February 7, 2015 7:34 am
    I think that was Karino, that pushed Azusa off the stairs, because when he woke up, he found himself tied up by Karino. Chibi Anime ♡

    oh good point! omg everyone brings up good points hahaha!

shiishios December 23, 2014 6:59 pm

I have a feeling that ichigo is going to like amato, and then nonoyama will figure out she likes amato too and she will feel bad and she will try to hide it and support ichigo because she's her first friend, but then ichigo will be understanding and so goes the story and then nonoyama will end up with amato lol. Even though it's pretty cliche, I really like the story, and I really like the characters, I can relate a lot with nonoyama so I'll keep reading!

shiishios December 12, 2014 3:54 am

I was super disappointed that it ended this early. I would've liked to have seen more, usually with stories like these you see the author delve into both sides of the story. For example one chapter could've been told from the pov of hidaka, how he developed feelings and how he felt during the times he was bullied/after he moved away. One more chapter could have been about how Aizawa grows in his feelings for Hidaka. I just think this story has so much potential, and it's pretty unique in plot, but because it's not explored to the fullest it left me wanting more (and not in a good way).

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