I know that joowon and haesoo were endgame but for some reason i couldnt be sincerely happy for them (but believe me, I want to be). Probably the anxiety that at some point in the future shit will happen. Or maybe im sorta secondhand traumatized by the shit that happened? Or maybe i just feel like their issues aren’t really resolved/processed?? Cant exactly pinpoint it. But i do hope those 3 years helped them be better people.
On another hand, they’re fictional ppl so ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
But i didnt expect it to be /THAT/ painful. That shit hurted like hell