I don't get how Mc is written so well and ml is not and their romance never really...happens?? Idunno how to explain it but it hurt my heart when mc's self-perception started to wilt and with every realization and insecurity I felt my heart get heavier bc it was written so well, but we never get ml's perspective or a real explanation/apology for all of the weird behavior in the beginning and then they're just kind of suddenly in love?? What??