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?? Isnt it normal to have a crush on adult as a child? i remember I was in 6 grade and I have a crush on my neighbour that really close to me. He was in highschool, around 10th grade i think??
Well the difference is just I didn't fantasized anything sexual about him and just hide my feeling for my self. Its close to being a fan than romantic crush tbh