Something doesn't make sense to me. The author places so much emphasis on the relationships he had with his dead gang members and how he's literally haunted by their deaths and racked with guilt for causing them. Then suddenly next minute he just kinda forgets all about them, he just doesn't care anymore?....and wants to spend the rest of his life with the person that killed them?....
Any chance someone has a link to the translated novel? I'd love you sosososososososo much if you could share
here you go https://sites.google.com/view/profundis
thank you, you're amazing <33333