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How can you say you love him when you've cheated on him for 3 years... I wanted him to be with the doctor, but his heart belonged to that bastard till the end... If you wanted to love someone else, you should have let him go (talking about JWX) . Why did you give him fake hope?? What's the use of thinking about him after he's gone?? I'm crying in the middle of the night
What's the opposite of a soft spot? Cuz that's exactly how i feel for cheaters.
Also if you're reading this story for the first time or re-reading i suggest listening to "Polyphia - Bad" it fits really well with the angst
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I think he really loved both but because he was with the other guy for so long he couldnt help but keep loving. He was his only lover before the doctor too. Also when dealing with abusive relationship the victim cant help but continue loving or holding on even when they know its wrong, its a lot harder to leave than ppl think so I thought it was very brave of him to leave~ Again he loved the doctor but the other guy was always in the back of his mind and even in his thoughts in his last words "After school lets go home together" I'm also sad about this though haha *cries*
Oniichan.... Y-Yamete...