im a med student and not a doctor or anything but you might want to check your cortisol or get a blood panel or something. That seems like something excess cortisol could cause
You're not alone! I was in this exact situation (he was suicidal, obsessive, a stalker, victim complex, and still thinking abt his ex) a year ago. Sometimes people playing the victim card and this type of emotional manipulation and abuse tend to go unnoticed while you are left to deal with the aftermath yourself. After everything had been settled I......
managed not to kill myself for 5 years straight
I hope ure doing ok but I kinda wanna know wtf happened