Fantastic Baby's Things

im asking this because i've been arguing with some people in tiktok about that one manhwa where this girl had big boobs and big ass, big eyes and skinny waist. She's short asf and im pretty sure yall know what manhwa im talking about. The girl who've got big boobs since she was in highschool. Alot have said "its a normal body type" but i lowk disagree because no fucking way someone got G cup and big ass with a 5 inch waist who's 4'11 is definitely not one of those obviously sexualised women and "male gaze".

like do yall want proof it happened... idk how unbeliable it sounds when alot of bitches are so brave saying "game is game" under a video of a toddler just playing. Sometimes it aint even human but an animal. What's also worse is that the person itself can be a victim but will disregard the other person and say they're lying for some "attention".

I feel sorry for someone and for the ways i acted and the ways i reacted onto things like there could have been better ways but i didn't choose those cause I thought this "choice" would be better. It's not, it instead makes everything worse. I am wanting to say sorry obv like make up for it too even but door is closed. Sorry doesn't always fix things i know that. Actions counts as well. Also idk why im feeling this way over misunderstandings that led to like fights

i dont even know why the fuck i have to say this but its a rant cuase why the fuck are PEOPLE saying the ones who vents, cries out for help and what not are attention seekers? sincerely asking WHATS THE FUCK WRONG WITH YOU. Is it too much that this person is asking for help FROM SOMEONE ANYONE? Are you gonna get hurt if this person gets comforted by random ppl. REAL people atleast get concerns like yes live selfishly and not ur responsibility but instead of causing unncessary some hurt just stfu.

i rlly can't go on living anymore like this i pretend to be fine but im rlly not, ive been hooking with randos just to get over him and distract myself from his passing. its painful. i tried to kms today but i couldnt do it cus what if i just survive and my friends get so tired of me? i mean thats what happened to him- he did it so much his friends no longer cared for him. They hate him. They deny his existence. They block him out and it just makes me upset cus those ppl were the only one who knew him truly. Before i met him, they knew him. He didnt have a nice life irl bec he was so timid and shy and weak. he was such a lonely person and the only one he had was me and his online friends. Whom he lost cus i was selfishly inlove w/ him.

tldr: i just dont know i dont rlly feel like living anymore. Life's so boring, time passes so slow and most important of all life so empty now.