I’m in a very tough spot and I’m sorry if I’m asking here for help, I just wanted to say that I live with my brother he has been sexually abusing and being violent with me from when I was 16 I’m 22 now I have to live with him because I do not have anywhere else to go to. I’ve lost both parents and no other person to rely on.
He has given me some necessities of life and that makes him think he owns me… the only good thing he did was that he put me into university. I’ve started meeting cool people there having new friends and that all made my mind positive and away from all the things that have happened but he has started yelling at me saying I have changed going there I should drop out and that environment is not good,, mind you I live in a very controversial country I can not ask for help here that’s why I’m writing here obviously you all can’t do anything but please read to raise awareness.
Now these days he’s been constantly yelling at me for god knows what and it gets so loud my tears won’t stop falling down my whole face got so swollen from crying. And I want to leave this house so bad but I don’t have anywhere else to go no money no nothing would be out on the streets if not here.
Should I kms? Cuz that seems like the easy way out it all is messing up with my studies I can’t focus on multiple things… wth am I supposed to do.
I’m not telling anyone irl this because they would judge me and blame things on me and overall it would be bad telling people I meet everyday I did tried telling one girl and she was creeped out so it is better to talk with strangers rather than irl
Thank you so much for your time I’m sorry if this bored you.
did write a book
