Characters that are depressed and emo I really like in fiction but irl I think we'd have a pretty toxic relationship since I cope using toxic positivity/fake it till you make it which doesn't work when I am close with people or things that are outwardly depressed/depressing. It'd probably encourage me to spiral which helps no one. reply
You don't know what would have happened if you went to the other university. Maybe day 1 you'd be hit by a car and die. It's not worth your time to think about the glorified what-ifs all you should worry about is the what-nows. Maybe you can still transfer or maybe there's other people to meet at your current school that will make all of this worth...... 1 reply
I'm starting new medication and while it's kicking in I've lost all interest in everything. Even my guilty pleasures like reading manga are chores now. I'll be okay but I'm willing to try out new things to get me up and working sooner if you recommend them. Thanksums ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Any villains or toxic characters that you just have to stay silent about your simp when people are hating? I'm sorry but the teacher from A Silent Voice is so hot like I understand he's a bad boy for not speaking up or stopping the bullying when thats the most important part of his job and he deserves a beating but.... LOOK AT HIM. I feel guilty for simping but... come oooon.
want to do break old habits
