According to the newest chapter
Ian loves Jo and promised him he'll come back to him after sorting things out...
RIP TJ
JO:
"Just one thing, there’s just one more thing I want to ask. Even for a single moment all this time... Have you... ever loved me? Or... were all the feelings I thought I had received just a lie?"
IAN:
“Yeah. There was, that was never a lie. If only I could... I wanted to keep doing that....”
IAN (Monologue):
"If my irreparable past is determined to follow me for the rest of my life, I’ve decided to embrace my share willingly. However, this anxiety and these wounds, still unhealed, are surely ready to eat away at us even more... That’s why I have no choice but to leave. Because only then, when I return, will I be able to truly reach you."
What I meant by promise is he decided he'll come back to Jo, and he's not considering TJ since he denied he's going to him.
Doesn't matter if it's out right or a monologue, he said he's coming back to Jo and be able to really reach him.
Ps: I'm not a part of the fandom war, I'm here for the story and I look at things as they are neutral.
But didn’t he also denied the fact he is going with Jo ?
In fact he never mentions Jo’s name nor TJ’s name. It says “you”. It’s not “Jo” nor “TJ”. However, if we read his while inner thoughts, we can understand he is talking about TJ when he says “you”. The fact that Jo is in front of him while he has these thoughts doesn’t mean he is talking to Jo.
I am not part of the fandom war either, and if giving my opinion or having a preference in the EG means to people that I am into the fandom war then it’s not my problem, I am not looking to pick fights. I am here to see how this story unfolds, yes I have a preference between TJ and Jo, and I try to read things as neutrally as possible too. I am not trying to “make things go my way”, as if Ian ending with Jo or TJ would change my life ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Exactly, every time I express an opinion, I get bashed by either one of the two sides that I need to make it clear at first that I'm neutral.
You've got a point, but I don't think he'll be talking about returning to TJ while he's having a heartfelt conversation and a confession of love with Jo.
Doesn't make sense.
Worst part is people asking directly who you root for, as if it will change their opinion on what you said
I understand why you say it doesn’t make sense, but I can picture it really well since it happens right after Ian explained why he leaves alone for now. Ian revealing his feelings to Jo happens after that. I think if Jo didn’t ask Ian about his feelings, Ian wouldn’t have said anything because it’s already hard for him to leave Jo. Wording his feelings makes thing harder for him to leave. He even tried to turn back
I just hope that if the author do make Ian meet TJ again, people won’t accuse the author of saying it her storytelling didn’t make any sense because it does, just not for everyone.
To me, what doesn’t make sense, is Ian meeting Jo again in the futur with the intention of being lovers because the narrator explicitly said “ Yet, that possibility, they decided to leave unopened forever.” about their romantic relationship.










I think this is TJ dream? I don't think Ian will do this and say I LOVE YOU this straight forward...
We'll see next chap
straight forward? they've been a thing since they are like 18-19 yo
I'm talking about the confession "I Love you" not the emotion
my point still stands