i think i get so uncomfortable because usually the rape in yaoi are not talked about or simply brushed as "he says no but his body says yes". but here, the rape is clear, there's witness, and there's a conversation about it talking about the repercussion for the rapist. it gets real there, and kyo seems so... detached from reality because who responds like that to his own rapist? the characters all act so one-dimensionally, it's like common sense doesn't apply to them
seme is insufferable af. i understand not liking talking to a lot of people because you're shy or introverted. but he thinks of people as beneath him when the true superficial person is him. how egoistical of him to think uke will always put him first as if uke doesn't have a life outside their friendship. i know he changes his attitude with an ulterior motive but i hope he'll truly learn a lesson of humbling himself and finding out people really aren't always the worst like he thinks they are











lol i was pleasantly surprised when the uke recognised his twin's alpha's questionable possessiveness thinking this might be a progressive story but ofc classic yaoi has to break my heart with a rapist seme :/