Mushromp October 21, 2024 7:02 am

Just reposting this more coherently:
It's a visceral reaction when he's already feeling confused from the day before. Sometimes those thoughts aren't very kind, generous, or sympathetic. Sometimes they're selfish and hypocritical, and we hate ourselves for having them. It happens.
Moreover, Souta has had very rigid ideas of gender norms, which has been a consistent theme in the story. He even had a hard time processing that he was getting groped because "he's a guy though." And now someone more "fitting" for the role of the heroine comes in, goes through exactly what he went through, and does exactly what he wanted to do and he's feeling displaced. He can't even tell anyone about what happened to him, not just because of what the ML said, but also as shown in ch2 and ch5 when he's with friends, as a guy, he finds it hard to tell people he was assaulted. It doesn't "make sense" that it happened to him, he's not some pretty girl, etc. It's not the most reasonable feeling, no, and he realises that.

Mushromp October 17, 2024 4:37 pm

Anyone else notice how Souta's recollections of their kiss weren't in the actual kissing scene?

BoletusRex October 14, 2024 5:02 pm

Oh, there's a missing page near the end after Souta imagines Sakima touching himself. Here you go https://n09.snarkyoldman.store/media/mbch/6d4/670d40211a9aa8260ed2d4d6/65844823_1080_1535_334480.webp

    BoletusRex October 14, 2024 6:22 pm

    Oh, right, that's a SPOILER for ch3. Whoops.
    And Sakuma*
    Not being able to edit comments in this site drives me batty.

    heeylands October 15, 2024 1:31 am

    Thank you, kind sir

    Kittykat October 16, 2024 7:02 am

    so many mangas have this issue ,can someone explain why ? Why are we missing pages ?

    Mushromp October 16, 2024 8:57 am
    so many mangas have this issue ,can someone explain why ? Why are we missing pages ? Kittykat

    That's because those are uploaded by bots, not people. If other translators are like me, they mess up page orders and other stuff on initial upload, then fix it afterwards. Bots take the data pretty much when it's uploaded and don't care about fixing it. This is my translation, but a bot took this and posted it here, that's why I put the note on the first page about the best version being on bto.

    Kittykat October 16, 2024 11:48 pm
    That's because those are uploaded by bots, not people. If other translators are like me, they mess up page orders and other stuff on initial upload, then fix it afterwards. Bots take the data pretty much when i... Mushromp

    woah thank u for explaining this to me ,appreciate it .

BoletusRex September 16, 2024 6:13 pm

Made some big ol typos on chapters 3 and 4. Fixed it in the original upload (bto)

BoletusRex September 9, 2024 4:58 pm

I don't understand the hate for either of the characters. Seme was harsh but 100% in the right in ch1. And uke is flawed but self-aware enough to apologize first. It's actually pretty healthy.

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