I finally got back to rereading this and let me just say; that I love how the characters are written. Especially Nick (note: not excusing any behavior plz don’t attack me!!!)
I find Nick to be such a refreshing and interesting character. The author wrote his character well, but there is so much more depth you go into with his character and his relationship with Theo. Even more his relationship Louis…cause wow so much going on there too
I’m also happy the author avoided using overused tropes (like sa) when it came to his character. He makes the mc uncomfortable, but there is no need for that. I see too many authors do that, wanting to have a “villain” when Nick is someone who you can meet in real life or you can relate to in your worst times.
Nick isn’t a good person, and don’t get me wrong his actions are terrible! But, I don’t think he is irredeemable or a monster. I was glad to see at the end the authors lets us know that he is taking his first steps forward, by himself.
If this doesn’t make any sense sorry, I don’t know how to explain myself well lol