I haven't read this in a while so hear me out for a bit—did he rape taesoo (I think that's his name) or are my eyes deceiving me...? during my first read, I skipped a lot of the sex without looking, so I missed that entire scene. But someone directed me to that one chapter and it quite literally did look like he was raping him so I am genuinely confused? I wanna reread this but as someone who's been raped before it leaves a bad taste in my mouth, I need to know if there's something I'm not understanding so if someone can just tell me whether or not I am misunderstanding that scene it would be great.