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I just want to know what the timeline was.. Ivan said he had been stringing him along for half a year, which I’m assuming is when Ivan realized he loved him before he split up with Adolph. Lewis left the evening before New Years, then later on he said something about February? So that would mean at this point he had been gone 2 months, right? Then what about his birthday? Wasn’t that in like March? They also said something about the plants blooming In April and Lewis made a bad joke about whether he’d even be alive long enough to see them.. but then in the last one when he literally died in his arms, Ivan was saying that the Jasmine’s won’t bloom until after New Years again? So did it do a whole time flip? Was Lewis alive for a year after and spent it with Ivan? But.. at the end of the actual story, it had said “5days later” and I remember him trying to get the surgery within weeks of February with the new donor which would have been before his birthday wouldn’t it? Idk why but my heart hurts so much and I just want to know Lewis got plenty of time to be relaxed and at least enjoy his last portion of life pfft.. as if that would make me feel better

Alexanndeerrrr I love him so much! This artist was even able to make the horse have good expressions?? I love it! his surprise at the topiary? His dramatic cry when he was shooed away? Those “haha I’m in danger” tears at the end? I love it!! I want a sassy horse! Reminds me of Hedwig from Harry Potter. She was sassy too

Chapter 4 is exactly the type of psychological trip I need in my life right now!! I’m so bored with stories I’ve been reading recently.. I’m sad! But that was perfect! And then topped with the beautiful and supernatural chapter 8?? They were perfect! Uugghhh I need mooorrreeee
Any other stories comparable to them in beauty or manipulation?
:}

Does anyone know where the image of modern day Seungho With a partially unbuttoned white shirt holding a cigarette is from? I remember Lezhin at some point had mini creator’s notes whenever they went on hiatus, but those got removed. Then I tried the author’s twitter and couldn’t find it. Is it a fan art? If yes, where is it originally from?

Thanks you!! Because of that account crediting them, I was able to track down the original!
https://mobile.twitter.com/shushyoyo/status/1227961729100894208/photo/1

Y’all remember how he said he had to feed ofF Essence (or what’d they call it?) before right? And up until now he couldn’t absorb any.. He was so in love with his director, he’d rather starve than betray him.. Even when he tried, he got nervous and tried to leave (before he Even realized Director was there. He still thought it was the other one!) poor boy was starving and he took his damn fill! So I don’t mind at all (≧∀≦) The blood probably just acted as an aphrodisiac ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

This is about to get dramatic! (Or not? Maybe it might just be like one of those where drama is only a few panels long I dunno. But still. Drama)
As for Uploaders, we appreciate yalls work! I wanted to say “All at once would be so much better!” But then I read the ending and uugghhhhh we can’t wait a month for that! I vote weekly! (If possible, of course. We all have our own matters to tend to. Do your best!)

-reading the comments-
“Heartbreaking! Tear jerker! Omg I’m crying”
-thinking- ‘...okay.. welp! I’m in the mood for a little sadness, so lemme just.. lemme just see what they’re talking about..’ *cautiously reads ch5*
Why did I do that?!! I haven’t even started the damn thing and my chest hurts (T^T) wwhhhyyyyy do i do this to myself?!! Am I gonna go ahead and torture my self anyways? Yes, yes I am
And instantly what started playing in my head was
“Deaaarr [Beeenjamin], just let gooo oooof meeee! Suffer sloooowly...”
sorry sorry but I just had to share my mind’s randomness