
At first I was like why won't he communicate. But i can definitely relate. When you're so self conscious and doubtful of everyone and everything, it hurts so much you can't get a word out. You feel in the moment that whatever the person says will be a lie. You gotta step back and control your emotions because you feel like you'll explode and do or say the wrong thing. I hate being emotional like this. Where my mind just jumps ahead of it self. But the words hurt so much you panic in the moment.

Ok a bit unrelated but I'm a bit weirded out by the name Jayed as someone named Jade. It feels so strange to pronounce. Or is anyone pronouncing it differently?
Idk why this has disturbed me. I go by it's Spanish and English version but Jayed would be something different and unrelated to it's original in Spanish?? Idk I'm just ranting a bit.
I hope further down the line when Nils gets older he keeps being in love with Snake san. I hope Nils becomes really handsome and a top.
Naono-sensei loves to feed us that old man uke food so there is hope lol
Is this not weird to say about a kid LMFAO "I hope he grows up handsome and a top"
I'm glad it’s not just me
How??? It's like saying I hope my son grows up to be handsome and get the girls crazy? Didn't know that was a crime
So true!! I eat that shi up lol
Didn't say it was a crime just kinda weird talking about you hope the kid turns out To be a top and then the situation were talking about rn..is a grown ass man LOL (the one he's currently got his first kid crush on)