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I’m pretty sure he knows from the very first time he cheated, Wenxu would feel guilty and acted all nice to Zhishu, thinking he would be mad, yell at him, make a big deal out of it then he would stop it all, but Zhishu just ignored it completely and so he kept digging himself further. The last 4 years possibly that was when the affair with Shen became serious, on top of his cancer is already in an advanced stage, that must have gone on for that many years without proper care.

Was it said when the uke knew he had cancer? Was that at the begining (if yes he learned it very lte) or did he know before the begining of the story?

He knew, he just didn’t want to tell Wenxu. He has been only taking pain med, the beginning of the novel was when he found out it’s getting even worst and they need to switch to a more potent drug. That’s why he has a “collection”.

Then was there a high possibility of healing with chemotherapy at first? And the MC just didnt want to? Or the real treatment would be bone marrow?

Oh and do you knw more or less how long he knew? Maybe 4 years? Maybe 3 or 2 or 1?

funny that you’re forgetting he literally raped the uke....

"he hasn't done anything dishonest" (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ rape is not dishonest?! are you crazy!

He got jealous of him and shoved his raw doggy up his hole causing it to bleed and tear, or did you forget

He did rough sex(too rough), but not rape. At the end of the event, the uke thoughts weren’t : he raped me! (Or anything that would make it look like a rape) the uke was depressed of not being liked by the seme. And since the uke wants a relationship with him (it means also more sex) it shows us the uke pretty much consented to it.

I mean, there is the possibility you guys are right and the author meant this scene as rape and the uke still wants to date his rapist because rape ain’t big deal for him. But I think it makes more sense that the uke would have preferred the sex to be slower, which why he said « stop » but it doesn’t mean you can call it rape, it’s up to the « potential victim » and after the scene, he didnt act like he was raped.

Yea, as I said, the seme said clearly what he wants : a new boy toy. Not everyone wants to find love, this one wants pleasure and success in his business. He isn’t tricking the MC, he was clear about liking but not loving him and that he wants him in his business

So what, he hurt the uke during rough sex which is rape for me since he told him to stop and he didn't, that's the problem

So if you had sex for 30 min, and the. You say stop, but the guy continue for 5 more seconds, it is rape? Or if during sex he change into a position you dont like, you say stop, he keep that position for a min and go back to the one you like, is it rape?

If you think yes, then you wouldn’t just say stop, you would fight to get away, probably scream and afterward you would hate him. But the MC didn’t react in anyway that indicate that it was rape. I’m saying rape is decided upon what the one receiving it. And if you still asks for it, it’s not absurb to think it wasn’t rape.

I know, but my point was : if it’s rape, the « victim » wont just say stop, there would be much more emotionally and/or physically.

Are you seriously dumb? According to you, if a man rape a children who doesn't even know what sex is and that he got raped, since emotionally he is not hurt then it's not rape? You're fucking creepy to say such things. And even if emotionally the uke is not hurt physically he definitely is, he blood from his ass!! Yu're disgusting, trying to say it's not rape since the victim didn't feel violated, how crazy are you!!!

??? With a child it’s different because a child isn’t considered mature enough to make a choice, and so if an adult go to him it’s considered manipulation.

The MC is considered as someone with the maturity to make his choices so it’s up to him. Your problem in your way of thinking is that you are trying to choose for someone else. You are treating the MC has someone who doesnt know whats going but you arenwrong. We can see the MC’s thoughts and so we know wether or not it was rape because thats up to him.

Child or not if someone says stop in the middle of it you have to stop or else it’s rape, it’s not that difficult to understand.

Well even knowing that the seme won’t stop even when asked to, and that seme likes rough sex. The uke still go after him, so the uke pretty much accepts this part. (It’s really dumb since the seme isn’t boyfriend materiel except for his hot body but thats just our usual yaoi logic) and the MC made it clear he can’t stand being well treated, so maybe he somehow likes the bastard personnality of the seme idk (kind of went off topic here xD)

Even if the uke doesn't realize that he got rape by the seme and still go after him it doesn't erase the fact that the seme RAPED him! To this point you're wrong saying he didn't do "anything dishonest" because he did! Whatever you say about the uke, rape is rape, it's dishonest. And yeah the uke is twisted to not understand what happened to him and that the seme is a piece of shit but it's another thing and in this thread we are talking about the rape commited by the seme

assuming you mean chemotherapy, it depends on each person. Assuming that he's in the last stages, tbh there's not much point. Speaking from experience (not of myself, but of a loved one) in the late stages, chemotherapy isn't really worth it bc it just brings you a lot of pain and suffering with no reward. You just suffer even worse than you would have before until your death. I think they even acknowledged in this story that it will most likely do nothing for him & that it just gives him pain, but the doctor is desperate bc he loves him.

Omg yea chemotherapy, but what about Bone marrow? The MC said that wasn’t worth it either. I wonder why

not sure on that one, maybe bc the list is very long and he feels as though it'll be better put to use with someone else ? And it's probably exhausting mentally, like when he did have a match but it was given to someone of "more importance" -- not 100% sure though, don't know if the bone marrow would have made a difference in his late stages or not.