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so i read this bl manga i think 3-4 months ago (not quite sure tho) The story goes like this; the uke is naive ass hell like he doesn’t know how to jerk off and what porn is. The seme is a bad boy but also like a playboy, they were schoolmates in an all boys school. The uke is known to be a lonely wolf and he looks intimidating, the seme took an interest in him and made him as a pet but not literally. The seme taught the uke all the bad habits he has (smoking, drinking etc) they were having fun. The seme taught the uke how to jerk off, they watch porn, and they cut classes to find clubs and things like that. And as what i said, the uke is naive as hell so he doesn’t know he already fell for the seme, but he doesnt know that the seme fell in love with him first because he got scared at the thought of how the people and his gang will look at him (he has a gang and he’s the leader but i forgot what their gang name is) so he avoided the uke but the uke is persistent because he doesn’t know that it’s love that he’s feeling and the ending was the uke said some hurtful things to the seme like how he just approached him out of pity and stuff like that. After that the uke got lonely again—he goes to school late, he’s not eating lunch–he’s always napping and he’s being looked at as suspicious because he’s always wearing long sleeves. But the truth is, the uke is always getting bullies by the rival gang of the seme, everytime the seme has a gang war the uke always comes with him and his gang always wants to take revenge on him but they can’t so they bully the uke as an alternative, and the uke got more bullied when the gang realized no one’s backing him up. The seme only knew about it when the uke’s mom called him asking if he saw the uke because the uke hasn’t been coming home for 2 days straight. (the mom called the seme because they went to the uke’s house before for the first time and introduced him as his first ever best friend) So the seme searched places and found the uke in an abandones warehouse, he was bloody but his other half that was bleeding is already dry (the panel creeps me out i swear) internal hemorrhage, broken backbones and arm. These are the only things i remembered what the uke was suffering from. The uke was in a coma, so the seme and the uke’s mom had a heart to heart talk, i dropped this because my heart really couldn’t take it, i really can’t go on. The dialogues were really painful for me to read–then the seme also learned that the uke was adopted and that the uke was found in a hospital when he was 2 years old, he also already got in a coma for 2 years, his adoptive mom is a nurse at the hospital that the uke was found. The doctors were planning to turn off the life supporter because no one was visiting the uke, but before that the uke already woke up without having any memory so his adoptive mom, adopted him. The uke had a mental illness or something when he grew up that’s why he’s naive and oblivious. I can’t remember the title but i know that the uke had such a painful past. PLEASE IF YOU KNOW THE MANGA TITLE, DROP THE MANGA TITLE, I HAVEN’T FINISHED THIS AND I’M WILLING TO FINISH THIS, MY PHONE GOT REFORMAT AND NOW I CAN’T FIND IT!! BUT I REMEMBER THERE WAS A “GOMEN” IN THE TITLE PLUS IT WAS SUCH A LONG TITLE IT HAD LIKE 8 TO 9 WORDS PLEASE ANYONE HELP


this was from a facebook group and i just translated it to english hoping someone would know the title thank u

GUYS PLEASE I NEED HELP !!
So i read this bl manga i think 3-4 months
ago(not quite sure tho) The story goes like
this, the uke is naive-- as in super(he doesnt
know how to jerk off and what porn is). The
seme is badboy thats kind of a playboy, they
were schoolmates in an all boys school.
The uke is famous as the 'lonely wolf' bc hes a
lonely guy w/o any friends but he looks so
intimidating, the seme took an interest in him
and made him his pet-but not literally. He taught the uke all sorts of bad habits
(smoking drinking etc)they were having fun. He taught him how to jerk off, watch porn, and cut classes to find clubs and so
on and so forth. And as what i said, the uke is naive so he didn't know that he fell for him, but actually the seme fell for him firsf BUT the seme was preceded by fear. he thinks about how the ppl around him will react since theyre both men and what his gang will think about him (he has one, hes the leader i totally forgot whats their gang name) so he avoided the uke, but the uke is persistent bc he doesn't know that his feelings for the seme is love so the ending is the seme told him harsh words liek he just approached him out of pity and more. After that the uke became lonely again, he goes to school late, he's not eating lunch-hes always napping and then suspicious bc hes always wearing long sleeves. but actually the uke was getting bullied by the rival gang of the seme, bc everytime that theres a gang war the seme always bring the uke with him so they knew his face. they can't retaliate the seme so they poured their rage to the uke and it got worse when they realized that there's no one backing him up. the seme only realized when the uke's mom called him asking if he knew where he is bc hes not been home in 2days. (the uke brought(?) him to his house to introduce the seme as his first ever friend) He searched places ofc, he found the uke in an abandoned warehouse, bloody but the half was almost dry(the panel creeps me out i
swear) Internal hemorrhage, broken
backbones and arm this is the only thing I remember that happened to the uke. the uke was in coma, so the seme and the ukes mom had a heart to heart talk, i dropped this bc my chest keep tightening, i really cant go on. Their lines hurt so much, then the seme just knew that the uke was just adopted, he was taken from the hospital when he was 2years old and hes in coma for 2years too. his foster mother was a nurse in that hospital, and the doctors were planning on removing the life supporter bc he has no relatives that are visiting pero b4 that, the uke finally woke up without his memories so the nurse decided to adopt him. There's something wrong abt the uke's brain so thats why hes quite stupid and naive. i cant remember everything but the uke's past was so painful PLSSSS IF YOU KNOW WHAT MANGA IS THIS DROP THE EFFIN TITLE!!!! I DIDN'T FINISH THIS YET BUT IM READY TO FINISH IT, MY FUCKING PHONE GOT REFORMATTED SO I CAN'T FIND IT!!! THE ONLY THING I REMEMBER IS THAT THE TITLE HAS 'GOMEN' AND THE TITLE WAS SO LONG I THINK 8-9 WORDS PLEASEEEEEE