
Tbh it was a brief meeting back then and it wasn't like either of them looked at each other with weird intentions, he was just a kid to him and blond was just a cool older guy that helped him clear a game, its not years of meeting and grooming going on especially when mc doesn't even know the blond is the same guy, and to the blond he just served as a small good encounter to give him hope for a future after being raised into crime, it's not like blond followed his upbringing from afar and had any intention to go find hik again

Bro I thought this would be cute and the manhwa is acting like it is cute but no, no it's not, esper spent two years calling him over daily while being an asshole to him, now just cause he lost memories, mc's feelings about how he used to treat him are invalid just cause he doesn't remember? And now esper is suddenly in love with him for no reason at all, and the entirety of it is esper guilt tripping, suicide threatening and puppy dog eye-ing him into sex and stuff against mc's will
But it's made as iff once they start later mc likes it and "only resists cause he's scared of what ml will do once he recovers old memories of hating him" but it doesn't change the fact that he keeps saying no and ml keeps disrespecting the "no", didn't even give a shit about sex hurting mc, like what the hell, mc is manipulated left and right

Honestly? For a porn with little plot it was cute… bro I rarely ever see a bottom jerking off with dildos on his own so that was delicious, plus the fact that he is experienced in that way and not a naive ‘oh idk what’s happening” guy, but also the top basically committing immediately after is cute lmao, and the ending scene listenin to his music with mc asleep in his arms OH MY GAH

The art and the chemistry and interactions between characters is nice but holy shit I don’t get the story…what is up with the “we die together” scene, who are those people, how does ginger know what happened on the balcony, how did ginger get a tattoo of the scalpel writing in the font that guy wrote,,, what was the Poin… what… what even was the point of the supernatural implications, it’s like someone asked a 5 year old what should happen with the plot next and went with it, I’ll cry cause the chemistry and slowburrn between the characters were good but the ending didn’t satisfy me, kept thinking okay 10 chapters left okay 5 chapters left, I’m SURE they’ll tie this up in a neat bow right RIGHT, no, it’s a tape on glittery gift wrap

Dude out of everything, the ml is a cutie, and holy shit is mc annoying bro how much can you NOT take the hint, I feel so bad for the brunette girl it’s so insane dealing with guys that don’t take the no also the visual comedy is so funny, the faces and in group settings every chara doing their own thing like brunette is just in the corner munching on snacks loool, but also in the kissing scene and the dream sex scene holy fucking shit the art style and the poses and everything sent me to outer space, his waist and hips and AAAAAAA

Bro half the time I love how they are with sharing their past and not artificiallu extending problems etc And ml going al in with getting him to move in and even wanting to invest in their future by getting mc to go to uni and all but on the other hand holy shit ml really took one small thing and made it the core problem of the relationship
Like hello initially you weren't even truthful with him about your age and situation cause you "thought he'd believe rumors and leave" but mc tryna end the connection before he got hurt is somehow a huge sin you're still punishing him for? You were both tryna protect yourselves, but if anything mc has more to lose, if he blindlu threw himself in this with no backing out plan, it's not just his feelings that would get hurt, you're asking him to rely on you for his whole future and what if you back out one Day? It's way worse on him than if he backs out of the relationship on you...
And you both want the same thing and fear the same thing, tou both want to be assured of the relationship and to last and for it to be something you can take for granted with no anxiety about it's end and mc is making the effort to accept your help and not treat it like it's a transaction and he owes you, be even confessed, all you had to do was to confess too and make it official so mc can feel like he this is a relationship and we're investing in our future together, instead you pull some bs "I adopted you, u got used to niceness toire asking for more? I know you'll leave one day" basically keeping him anxious and guaranteeing he can't take what you have for granted and rely on it and then you turn and blame him for it again...... If he keeps thinking of backing out plans it's all your doing, cause what is he to you? You can't even have the balls to say it out loud playing childish games like " YoUrR mY AdoOpTrF CaT" ass
LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GO
Also damn this comic does established couple vibes so gooood it's so delicious