
Tbh it was a brief meeting back then and it wasn't like either of them looked at each other with weird intentions, he was just a kid to him and blond was just a cool older guy that helped him clear a game, its not years of meeting and grooming going on especially when mc doesn't even know the blond is the same guy, and to the blond he just served as a small good encounter to give him hope for a future after being raised into crime, it's not like blond followed his upbringing from afar and had any intention to go find hik again

Bro I thought this would be cute and the manhwa is acting like it is cute but no, no it's not, esper spent two years calling him over daily while being an asshole to him, now just cause he lost memories, mc's feelings about how he used to treat him are invalid just cause he doesn't remember? And now esper is suddenly in love with him for no reason at all, and the entirety of it is esper guilt tripping, suicide threatening and puppy dog eye-ing him into sex and stuff against mc's will
But it's made as iff once they start later mc likes it and "only resists cause he's scared of what ml will do once he recovers old memories of hating him" but it doesn't change the fact that he keeps saying no and ml keeps disrespecting the "no", didn't even give a shit about sex hurting mc, like what the hell, mc is manipulated left and right

Honestly? For a porn with little plot it was cute… bro I rarely ever see a bottom jerking off with dildos on his own so that was delicious, plus the fact that he is experienced in that way and not a naive ‘oh idk what’s happening” guy, but also the top basically committing immediately after is cute lmao, and the ending scene listenin to his music with mc asleep in his arms OH MY GAH

The art and the chemistry and interactions between characters is nice but holy shit I don’t get the story…what is up with the “we die together” scene, who are those people, how does ginger know what happened on the balcony, how did ginger get a tattoo of the scalpel writing in the font that guy wrote,,, what was the Poin… what… what even was the point of the supernatural implications, it’s like someone asked a 5 year old what should happen with the plot next and went with it, I’ll cry cause the chemistry and slowburrn between the characters were good but the ending didn’t satisfy me, kept thinking okay 10 chapters left okay 5 chapters left, I’m SURE they’ll tie this up in a neat bow right RIGHT, no, it’s a tape on glittery gift wrap
Okay first omega being 21 when alpha was first 17 is ….
And then the fight they had, i really hate how it’s made as if omega has anything to apologize for too, like no, alpha is for the SECOND time getting all jealous and menacing about omega having a conversation with someone else he’s tryna help and it’s ugly, no matter how you look at it it was ugly, you either think he’s stupid and has no judgment on who to trust or not, or you think he’s unfaithful and would go on to be with anyone that’s persistent, and it’s as if omega shouldn’t have any friends or connections beside yourself?? Not even talking about basically blaming him for his rape wih the “you have no sense of danger, maybe you wouldn’t be assaulted if you were more careful” shit, omega forgave him way too fucking easy on all that just cause he got burned they just skipped over it with simple apology from both sides and alpha only ever apologized for “reminding him of the trauma he doesn’t wanna remember” not for basically implying it was partially his fault…, but also his all came out of nowhere cause for 6 whole volumes he didn’t seem like someone who’d say any of that