
can anyone recommend me and yaoi?? or mangas?? any story is fine im desperate here ╥﹏╥

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/akai_ito_no_shikkou_yuuyo/
This one's quite good and there's lots of lists here on mangago so check some of them out. You may find something you like!
Does anyone know stories about a strong female lead? like Pauliana from "The Emperor and the Female knight"?
The Duchess with an Empty Soul
Pricilla's Marriage Request
AAHH thank you everyone!! now my gay self can rest happily ;')
Skip Beat
Tokyo Crazy Paradise
Red River
Blood+
Beware of the Villainess
The Villainess Reverses the Hourglass
The Villainess Lives Twice
Basara (haven’t read yet, heard good things)
Ouran High School Host Club
Shen Yi Di Nu
I assume what you mean is that you’re looking for a female lead who is emotionally strong and can put others in their place. At least that’s how I interpreted. So here are my recommendations. (●'◡'●)ノ
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/661772/