
The SA was so unnecessary. I have to drop it . I read toxic shit all the time but that was so out of character for him and for the MC to be thinking to himself that he deserved that really made it worse . I can’t even continue reading it anymore.
Literally I was sick to my stomach. I read so much SA in BL i was so happy to read this I laugh all the time . This was fucking disgusting. I’m so fucking upset like .
I understand he was wrong, never not once did he lie once he got caught . The SA was so fucking heart breaking . If you were going to throw him away just leave ! I hope this Author knows no matter what redemption, no matter how good he treats him after this . We will never forget it . The rape tarnished his entire fucking image .

Spoiler
In the novel
He was awake and literally dipped before Jigu got back because bro couldn’t believe this man kissed him because he’s not gay it take a LONG TIME for him to respond to Jigu confession Im talking 6 MONTHS! Before he even considers he’d be okay dating a man if it’s Jigu

You can read the novel at https://springofromance.com/story/tgmnd/ but I don't remember which part of the novel we are at.
I have to say even in this state the MC is still the baddest around