Bruh I’ve been holding off this for a year lmaoo. Also before I read, any rape to MC from other NPCS? I didn’t ask about MLs cause usually it’s MC/bottoms that get assaulted :/ oh the norm in BL!
And is MC/bottom experienced before meeting ML? In sex.
The brother of that ex did is no better, what’s he trying to point out by doing the same, if not worse, thing. By making someone think they’re loved, treating them nicely at first, then escorting another girl in front of your face after telling you they were just toying with you.
UKE was clearly not interested in his ex at all, although because his father always told him to be “loving” with women, he’s like this and doesn’t fully verbally express ending things I think. And the EX KNEW, stayed sort of a doormat and was persistent until UKe called her a slut. It doesn’t mean he’s misogynistic, but he was definitely disrespectful and just disgusting for saying that. I am glad he apologized though.
I feel like something’s wrong with the MC. He seems too honest or blunt, both maybe. The way he reacts is odd too. In CH 2, he was blunt about his reason for being near the host district: “I wanted to see you.”
MC is too blunt and honest that it makes me embarrassed. Tone it down bro! And I feel like this is also why it felt like MC had no remorse when he called his ex a SLUT. I’m sure he felt guilty, but he’s too blunt about what he thinks.
AND THE MC: FUCK DO YOU HAVE NO SELF RESPECT? BROTHER. Oh my gosh. I can’t. I’m out, cause why is he chasing the ML so hard. All he had to do after apologizing to his ex, was leave and never go back.
I do not understand his thought process and mind over all. I’m so baffled sorry guys.
How can he just let Gyeol fuck him while his boyfriend is right there in front, watching? He even told Gyeol to be gentle. He didn’t even seem concerned omg.
His boyfriend, Yoonho, thought he would at least stop it or fight back. But seeing Suyeon not doing any of that, it broke him even more. That’s probably when he decided to leave Suyeon.
All of them need therapy with extra for Suyeon. I do not understand what he is thinking, how he can just let Gyeol fuck him. Even if he likes Gyeol still, there has to be some shame at the very least.
I just saw the photos and MC/Uke said: What I feel to you will never compare to how I feel about Taegu.
UMM is he saying that out of anger or he actually likes someone more? It looks like he’s doing it out of anger.
Also I see many replies in comment section, that the ML kissed someone? Bruh what? TT DOES THE ML LIKE THEM? WHY KISS?
This was before MC and ML even date right? No cheating or love rivals?
Someone said the person ML kissed is his brother.
Don’t do this to me y’all. PLS GIVE ME SPOILERS AND CLEAR THIS UP.
After reading A Form Of Broken Love
I officially declare that I’d rather have annoying love triangle and love rival over cheating MC or MLs.
Any with top x top or tops fighting over one bottom but then the tops get together?
QUESTIONS for myself (to be answered by anyone):
—Why did MC not answer when ML asked if he loved him? From CH 49 (Obviously answer is related to MC’s trauma he doesn’t realize and probably out of guilt.)
—Does MC really love the other professor? Based off everything I read; he has kept the other professor’s photos in a book, but he is also frustrated with the prof. Is it love or is it because he looks like his father?
—Does MC really love ML? Or is it a scene played out from his traumatic child hood where he might’ve said he loves his father, just so his father would praise and love him.
—How come MC says he loves ML in CH 52 as ML left, but not answer him back in CH 49. (Kinda rhetoric cause I might know why.)
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When I saw MC cheating on the ML. I was shocked as hell, disgusted, horrified, and most of all, sad for ML who just wanted love and was exploited endlessly until nearly end of season two. I think I’m shocked and sad about all characters behavior and thoughts.
I also related with him on a level where ML made himself watch MC and the other professor HAVE SEX, cuckolding but very dark. I enjoy cuckolding not because I like it, but because it brings me pain and misery in a way. I get sad and I don’t know why I do this to myself, I was diagnosed with OCD symptoms by psychologist, and OCD medically by psychiatrist.
ML became self destructive even though he knew this wasn’t right. He wanted to see. He had to, he felt the need to! It was horrible to watch all that. But I also know that I do the same, I watch cuckolding stuff even though I hurt.
As for MC. He enabled a lot of ML’s behavior, even after being raped. The chapters nearing the end of S2 were shock worthy and disgusting. I do not like him as a partner, but I do sympathize with him as a human being. It seems to me, based off his back story (brief), he’s looking for his father in the other professor. And they look alike as well, pretty similar, the hair style and eyes. It doesn’t seem like he’s purely looking at both of the ML(s).
In the backstory, it looked like MC was SA’ed by his father fully off panel. The MC was traumatized clearly but hasn’t realized, and he became self-destructive. This isn’t real BDSM, my friends, this is pure self-destructive behavior that’s in an abusive cycle.
ML has become worse off too. I’m horrified and saddened by the recent chapters. What has this come to?
I don’t justify, nor do I coddle MC. But I do hope everyone tries to understand why he is like this, understanding as the bare minimum does not equate to justifying. We all will never not do wrong.
The hurt person hurt another, and that another hurt that same person. It would’ve been a cycle of pain and misery had ML not ended things and left.
I think MC thought ML would accept him even after this big situation. But when he realized ML is leaving, he cried as if he lost something important and at the end, he looks practically lifeless. I honestly hope he grovels, yes I feel sorry, but he’s still a cheater (even before he got raped by the other dude).
And I literally have to go to therapy because of the cheating scenes. I couldn’t breathe, I felt disgusted and sobbed. How can a human being do this to another? How can you hurt their heart? I guess that’s what we do as human beings. Nobody is flawless beings, there is no forever tranquility.
When I saw the MC’s back story, I felt less hurt because I realized he’s just a human being who’s been hurt, and ended up hurting another. I don’t justify what he did, I don’t justify what ML, certainly not what the other professor did!
But I’ll always feel sorry for all of the main leads (except the other professor, he exploited MC as well and more). I won’t justify MC’s cheating, again, and I can’t like him again until there’s a satisfying redemption with regret ARC. It’s just what I hope to see.
I don’t blame the author. Anyone who reads this, especially seeing the discretion notes, you have no one else to blame but yourself. But I also hope nobody is insensitive by invalidating how one reader or more feels. This may be fiction, but it’s realistic when it comes to trauma and victims of rape/SA.
There is one quote I remember from a Chinese person:
“There are times when there are things that we can’t change, but it has completely changed us instead.”
—This goes out to MC and ML. If you read, you’d understand. They were once happy and innocent.
1. Is there rape or non con? (Idc too much)
2. Is there love triangle or love rivals?
3. Does the ML sleep around or with another other than MC?
4. Does the MC sleep around or with another other than ML?
5. What misunderstandings happen? If you remember.
6. Is it apocalypse?
7. Anything else, spoilers, I don’t mind.
TheRE ARE two MLs, one is a vampire/blonde hair w red eyes, and a werewolf or whatever with dark skin and blue navy(?) hair.
The uke is a priest, plain looking boring twink besides the hot expressions.
Thank you!! ^^
I read Life Senjou No Bokura. I still dislike the ML.
I want similar BLs to that, except the ML actually suffers a bit longer and regrets. It can be novels or in manga/other.
So I have a question regarding CH 5.5 because I tend to take some things seriously or just seriously confused:
Is the uke still working as a sex worker? If not, why did he say he’s gonna find another client? I thought they’re dating, who says that to their partner Bruhh but I get that it’s passed off as comedy
Holy shit I hope the author is going down a throuple route. Basically, it looks like Myungtae and Shinjoo have some tension between them in a good way.
Myungtae made food and Shinjoo was about to eat, meanwhile Kyesoo was coming down and saw the food. He asked who made it and thought it looked delicious.
Shinjoo said Myungtae made it, then said:
“Isn’t he such a good boy?”
Kyesoo froze as if he heard strange words from Shinjoo. And Myungtae froze as well, glancing back awkwardly. Then Shinjoo had “…” in his dialogue.
Later they went to Jeju island, all three and took pics. Shinjoo went to Myungtae, he placed his hand on Myungtae’s shoulder as he said: “Myungtae, are you feeling a little better?”
—Not sure what happened for Shinjoo to be concerned about Myungtae. But afterwards, Myungtae froze when Shinjoo placed his hand on his shoulder. And he took Shinjoo’s hand off his shoulder and turned away, abruptly walking off after telling Shinjoo:
“You must be tired, I’ll drive…hyung.” HYUNG. This word stuck out to Shinjoo and he was in a daze.
At the end of the chapter, the panel said:
“Fact that Shinjoo is aware of #1: Myungtae will call someone ‘Hyung’ as soon as they pass the acquaintances stage.”
Holy fuck. I really hope this means it’s ending in a throuple route. Cause the tension and chemistry they have is top tier. Both of them like Kyesoo, about time they like each other to unlock throuple ending.
I think that many readers of WS fandom do not care about Ian, not the slightest. I’ve seen way too many of them blaming Ian and disregarding the trauma and other stuff he went through, acting like he deserves to feel guilty and someone even said: Have you ever thought that Ian might not want to be freed?
Seeing over hundreds of likes on that. It just makes me think, yeah, my fear that little people care for Ian might be true. And the thousands of likes on another post where one blamed Ian. Fuck.
Like girl drop your damn phone and go outside. The synopsis in many platforms already states how much Ian wants to free himself from what cause him distress, he wants to build a career that he dreams of, and so much more the word has to offer besides gang.
He is not delusional or making himself delusional by wanting a normal life. Stop twisting his words and trying to fit him with your ship. Literally I could care less about the other male leads if you asked me, I’m staying for Ian.
Legit, I feel that little people care about Ian or a quarter of the fandom. Maybe it’s just because I’ve seen too much of the bad side that I feel this way.
What’s up with people breaking up cause you overhear your partner wants kids. Do they never think of adoption? Does it have to be biological?
Today’s time and place has little to no relevance to them being unable to adopt, unless there’s a law preventing. And before anyone comes at me about Japan possibly not allowing gay couples to adopt, fiction can make it happen. Let’s be serious here.
Is it bad that I’m so happy that a ML finally apologized for SA and acknowledging his lack of consent.
They will never make me hate the uke. People keep shitting on the uke but doesn’t say shit about the seme’s annoying persistent ass who can’t take no for an answer and rape, as well as him drugging till uke nearly died (iirc). Yeah some stuff uke did wrong but majority of the blame on him is crazy.
So I’ve been wanting to read this but holding it off for a while. Before I read, I want to know:
1. Does the seme or ukes sleep with anyone else?
2. Love triangle or love rivals?
3. Jealousy/groveling, if so, how much and who is groveling / jealous?
4. How is this story psychological?
5. How is this well written?
6. How toxic is the ML? Like what does he do that is toxic, or says (besides rape).
Anyone else feel bad for Dylan? I don’t agree with his manipulative behavior and using Colton, but it’s hard to not feel sorry for him. How can he love an abusive trash who still isn’t moved on from his wife?
It’s amazing how we saw him as a young Dylan, being with Colton’s father, now they’re old but still together in an abusive relationship. It’s so sad how much Dylan is still waiting for his man to change, but he’s getting slapped around even in his old age.
I wish there was an alternative universe where Dylan got his own happiness, and same with the father. I don’t agree with what both of them did, but I still seek happiness for all characters. It doesn’t mean I justify what they did, but for my heart to be fulfilled, I wish for this.
Maybe an AU where Dylan and Colton’s father is in a happier relationship, Colton’s father regrets abusing Dylan and they end up together happy. It shouldn’t be fast paced though.