Author needs to make a sequel to this.
I wonder if this time, instead of a cycle happening, perhaps the MC would find love and try to seek it through the student. Just like how he wanted love from his teacher (saying it is love is harsh, just a kid being groomed in reality).
I wonder if the MC would leave this student he met just like how his previous teacher left him?
And I have so many questions. Why did the teacher leave? Was it just like how MC is trying to find something to “prop him up”?
Why did the teacher tell him not to touch himself if he wasn’t ever gonna come back?
MC said he has no desire for long love now. He’s clearly impacted psychologically by the previous teacher. Fuck that pedophile!
It’s a manga yaoi. Fucked up.
The student is walking home from school, MC, I believe. And he sees a lonely teacher on the side, sitting down and it’s getting late.
The teacher and MC have a thing and start to be sexual with each other. They have sex. MC visits the teacher daily until one day the teacher tells him to not visit, because he will be busy with exam prep and work.
I remember the teacher saying to not visit for at least 2 weeks. The MC reluctantly agrees. He leaves and then comes back two weeks later, he knocks. He finds out the teacher doesn’t live there anymore, and he tries to call I think(?).
When he can’t get a hold of the teacher, MC is devastated and heartbroken. He found out the teacher tricked him and left him. The teacher didn’t seriously love him, just used him to fill his own loneliness temporarily.
And the cycle continues. MC becomes a teacher years later, he finds a student and takes him home, being affectionate and sweet. But we don’t know the ending, not sure if the MC will do the same thing his previous teacher did. Open ended. Perhaps he will change the ending.
Does ML love MC? Why did he treat MC like that in CH 82–83 I’m so confused. And in CH 72, he makes the blondie hear them through phone, having sex.
I swear back then they confessed and everything, it was in the bedroom I believe. And then later they act like they’re not even dating. But ML did tell others that MC is his boyfriend but then he’s not(?).
ML makes MC feel guilty about himself. ML tells him he can’t even handle the BDSM play/ specifically the lashes, and MC tears up and says he can do it.
Is there any love triangle, third party, or love rival bull shit?
Any SA or rape? If it’s between ML and MC, I don’t wanna know, I’m sure there is and that’s why I won’t ask cause it’s way too common in BL world. I just want to know if there’s SA or rape to MC or ML from others?
Thank you!!
CH 9–Who DA PHUC just wraps their arms around someone you barely know and say: I missed you.
MC doesn’t seem right in the head. I think doing all those gigs got him mentally challenged. (Half satire.) Besides that, after reading up to CH 20, I am genuinely concerned with the MC, he needs a therapist. He shouldn’t feel like he’s a burden, he shouldn’t be letting ML use him.
And no way the ML just called MC an easy lay. Asshat. I do agree the MC seems very guillable though. Bro said he might be falling for ML, you met him a few days ago! Someone help him.
CH 10) ML— “A hole is a hole.”
CH 13– MC is the strange one (but understandable) for even thinking they’re dating, BRO YOU MET ML LIKE SOME DAYS AGO and NO TALK ABOUT ROMANCE was done either.
I blame his parents. And ML, damn, he is hurtful but he’s being honest—he isn’t leading MC on.
CH 16– ML giving red flags. I don’t like using colored flag to label characters as it can be vague, but whatever I’m feeling lazy. “How did I find this off the streets?” BIG TIME ASSHOLE.
CH 18– “It's none of my business if he gets passed around.” —ML.
MC never gonna tell ML about his problems because ML said: “Don’t get other people involved in your sob story.”
And he also said: “Why do you keep making me pick up after you?”—MC recalled what ML said and said to himself, that he shouldn’t be a burden.
ML invited him to (well kidnapped technically) his place, but didn’t even feed him, just put him in the house and left. Even the Secretary looks more appealing than him at this point. What’s up with these types of MLs always lacking affection, even sex buddies can be affectionate! What’s stopping him?
CH 18– MC took a shower and stayed in the house like Ml told him. He wished the ML would come back and spend time with him, but even just wishing for that, MC felt like he was being greedy.
MC never had a proper childhood, his parents would leave him at home alone. Oh poor boy. ML step up your game!
Okay so based off CH 5, she knew that ML was dating MC and that ML likes MC. But she still continued with the marriage, I HAVE NO SYMPATHY FOR HER. She made a choice, she’s not a victim.
And like the ML said in CH 5, “As I thought, you put your feelings before your brother’s, who treats you as top priority. I just wished to receive what I wanted.”
—So in conclusion, I don’t gaf about the sister.
I personally hate Juuyoku No Porno.
Like end of CH 3 and 4 is just fetishized rape porn.
Author didn’t have to do all that. Just fap material, no mind.
I personally hate Juuyoku No Porno.
Like end of CH 3 and 4 is just fetishized rape porn.
Author didn’t have to do all that.
The Seme should’ve prioritized his partner too regardless of how long they’ve known each other. I don’t know how long they’ve gone without spending time together, but if his partner is complaining, they should communicate like the grown men they are.
Unless there was some emergency or something, Seme should spend more time with his fucking boyfriend. If they had made prior plans, he should stick to it.
And the Uke went too far. He should’ve dragged his partner back to the room, and expressed how he felt about not feeling loved enough. Not go and marry his sister to prove a point or something!
These two idiots.
And I don’t feel too sorry for the sister. She knew the seme liked someone already. And she’s homophobic if I recall.
My OCD brain wants to know or I can’t rest. Also I’d rather read NTR porn BL over NTR in developed/more plot like stories.
The seme (MC I assume) likes uke and asks him out I believe. The uke says he might still fool around with other guys, and seme being a fool in love, he agrees and just dates Uke. Meanwhile uke invites other guys over and has sex with them, thinking seme doesn’t have an issue.
Really, the seme does have an issue but doesn’t want to tell the truth because he thinks Uke will break it off.
I think the story starts off with the seme walking in on the uke having sex with a guy on the couch. There’s also another scene of him being fucked by another guy in the bathroom at their house, etc.
The uke sees seme at a bar and misunderstands, gets jealous seeing another close to seme and doesn’t want to break up with seme. And then that’s when they talk more, and they agree that the uke will not fool around with other guys.
The uke says: “You won’t mind if I have one last bang? To say goodbyes.”
—I don’t know if he meant it seriously or not, but yeah it was icky. The seme obviously said he won’t let him. And the uke didn’t. He cut off contact with the sex buddies I believe.
That’s what pissed me off and I wanted to read again. So if anyone remembers.
So basically it’s kinda messed up. The seme (MC I assume) likes uke and asks him out I believe. The uke says he might still fool around with other guys, and seme being a fool in love, he agrees and just dates Uke. Meanwhile uke invites other guys over and has sex with them, thinking seme doesn’t have an issue.
Really, the seme does have an issue but doesn’t want to tell the truth because he thinks Uke will break it off.
I think the story starts off with the seme walking in on the uke having sex with a guy on the couch. There’s also another scene of him being fucked by another guy in the bathroom at their house, etc.
The uke sees seme at a bar and misunderstands, gets jealous seeing another close to seme and doesn’t want to break up with seme. And then that’s when they talk more, and they agree that the uke will not fool around with other guys.
The uke says: “You won’t mind if I have one last bang? To say goodbyes.”
—I don’t know if he meant it seriously or not, but yeah it was icky. The seme obviously said he won’t let him. And the uke didn’t. He cut off contact with the sex buddies I believe.
That’s what pissed me off and I wanted to read again. So if anyone remembers.
Okay so either the twin brother and ML planned together to force MC to have sex with ML, and the twin brother is a cuck—enjoys watching his partner (ML) fuck MC.
OR the ML cheated on the twin brother (seems like that), and the twin brother didn’t care and enjoyed seeing his brother be fucked by his partner.
I feel so sad. Maybe if this was mutually agreed beforehand, I wouldn’t mind. Twin ukes x seme is actually very hot, I’m tired of the opposite as it’s common. But this is done horribly.
I don’t know how the twin brother truly feels. Is he coping by being a cuck in the end or what? I know some people who self destruct by letting things be like this situation.
It’s just porn literally. So the dude is some puppy or whatever and it has like 7 chapters I think. The director and the weird pervert boss.
Sky is so strong cause he was shocked when he was hit by Cirrus (ch 117). And he wiped his nose blood casually. Fucking cool besides this angst.
I am forever a SKYRUS team. I will defend Sky from the slander and Cirrus from the slander, not their actions but the constant hate on them and the lack of empathy from readers.
Chapter 117 versus. Chapter 87, where Cirrus had a falling out with his stepmother and strangled her I think, Skylar stopped him and Cirrus stopped, while in Ch 117 Skylar couldn't stop him and was hit. OH IT IS GOING DOWNHILL.
Based off raws, after the argument and Skylar left to head home, Cirrus went home too and he called Skylar all night till morning (7AM). He probably thought it was the end of their relationship because Skylar wouldn’t pick up. It’s somewhat similar to the time he tried to call his nanny but didn’t get an answer.
I think Sky’s phone was off. Cirrus went to school, looking cuckoo. He saw how Sky was just acting like nothing happened, while he felt that only himself was being irrational and not calm.
He lost it. He also fought the fatty and Skylar came in the middle, pulling him back. But Cirrus was so angry that he hit Skylar in the face, causing Skylar’s nose to bleed. Skylar seemed shocked.
From how I saw it, I guess Cirrus was pissed that he was ignored and seeing Skylar interrupt his fight pissed him off even more. He’s like: “You’re the one who ended things, now you want to barge in and stop me?”
Or simply he was blinded by anger and didn’t think before hitting Skylar.
I can see why readers at mad at Skylar, but I don’t agree that he deserved the hit, he was mad for a reason and has the right to ignore if he needs space. I also don’t hate on Cirrus for hitting Skylar’s face, I’m sure it was out of anger and their fights cancel out…
We don’t know the fully translated context so we gotta wait as Author feeds us angst after angst. We need to start a riot for real cause what is author doing to us!
Skylar and Cirrus deserves happiness. Aim so sad.
Double Edit: Okay some readers who read raw are saying Cirrus had been calling Skylar until 7 in the morning after their argument, wanting to talk. And then he sees Skylar acting like nothing happened. I guess that’s when Cirrus lost it and his anger boiled.
Edit: Jusr saw the scenes where Cirrus in latest chapter raw, he was beating the fat ass’s ass and ended up hitting Skylar in the face while Skylar tried to stop him. I’m actually shocked he did that to Sky, but I’d be a hypocrite if I called him a villain cause Sky did the same before by beating Cirrus until bloodied. Both did it out of anger, it cancels out! Hear me? All they need is to talk, and I hope Cirrus apologizes cause Sky looked shocked that he was even hit.
To those saying Sky deserved it, be so for real. I personally don’t like the violence on violence. This isn’t some payback, Cirrus did it while blinded by anger as he was beating the fatty.
I don’t agree that Skylar deserved it. Yes he did beat Cirrus, but that was out of anger but I don’t justify it either. And here, Cirrus hit Skylar but I don’t justify it either, nor will I cancel him over that.
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Someone said this and I agree: Cirrus is worse than Skylar. It could also be because their childhood is quite different. Of course Skylar’s parents weren’t too great, but they did care. And Cirrus grew up with dysfunctional family, seeing new women with his father almost every month, being treated badly.
Skylar isn’t the villain. Cirrus isn’t either. We can fault them for their mistakes, but I still think they’re redeemable and I hope things get better.
It is vague or just not it for me to just solely blame it all on Cirrus, same for Sky. I mean we all know Skylar didn’t react for no reason, he’s not the type to. I do agree that Cirrus has provoked Sky though, and thus leading to Sky’s reactions. I also think Sky’s reactions (beating, using trauma) is too far, but I know it’s valid. I’d probably do the same.
As much as some don’t wanna admit, they went into a relationship too early. They literally skipped the friendship stage, in my opinion.
Skylar wanted to hide their relationship, Cirrus felt that he wasn’t loved or something and felt Sky was distant, leading to more of his insecurities opening up or just worsening.
As much as I did dislike what Sky said, he isn’t too wrong when he said: How can you love when you grew up without it?
I do think it was harsh, but it was kinda true. Not that Cirrus isn’t capable of love, but he STRUGGLES to love. Of course things like this will happen when being provoked a lot or specifically here, lied to right in the face. I know Cirrus was scared to lose what they have, so wrong timing, but he really should’ve come clear before they even dated.
But they both rushed into things. I can’t say both are evil, they’re struggling. I can only hope for the best, even if it means they may not end up together. Healing over dating at the moment, is my priority.
I want to hear what people find dark in stories that are dark? What are things you cannot accept no matter how much the author tries to normalize it?
Personally I hate cheating as much as I hate SA/Murder.