It’s a BL manhua! (Chinese BL).
So I only remember that the ML is kinda trashy or is trashy. I only remember the part where ML is about to marry a lady while MC is sad and sitting, watching. And he falls asleep or something, or about to leave, but ML stops him. And I think ML doesn’t marry but I don’t remember. Helppp
Why is Seo doing sex work again? Because he NEEDS the money or he enjoys SEX? Ngl I forgot.
I doubt it’s the latter cause if so, ugh. Just my opinion, but I only respect sex work if it’s a needed job—not an optional job. I see it as a last resort. It’s fine if my partner does sex work if needed, but if I know it’s for pleasure—nope, I won’t be able to last.
I see sex workers as hard working people who are trying to live. The industry is exploitative enough.
Also I’m still annoyed of Seo’s coworker trying to make MC jealous, it’s so weird. And Seo is chill about it. I feel that it was just overlooked or let it slide.
Also does Seo get hard when doing sex with coworkers? I mean he needs to.
Not everything has to be harem :). That’s just a lazy way of bringing everyone together ngl. But I can def recommend good actual harem BL picture stories or novels.
Learn to differentiate platonic versus romantic.
God forbid MC/Ukes in general have a good relationships with friends, without being shipped.
They do the bare minimum like being nice and just human interaction, and people already ship them. Like for example, a hot friend guy of MC is touchy and nice in friendly way, but people already root for him.
And I hope his vassals don’t like MC romantically, I’m tired of this trope. Why can’t they just be…friends or like family? BIG SIGH. It feels like MC is a father or older brother to them.
Also, this opinion is coming from someone who tends to stick to endgame, so take it with a grain of salt…
I notice how a lot of people just go goo goo Gaga over TJ building a house for Ian, and other means of comfort. And then blame Ian for not being “grateful”.
Did Ian ever ask him to do that? Why is it his fault he doesn’t reciprocate the way people want him to? It’s so pathetic. Using? As if TJ is gonna get ass for free, fuck outta here.
Oh yes, I’ll just go on my knees and lick your feet because you made me a house and gave me some attention, even though most was physical and you decided to not label our relation as I had hoped for. And I’ll just forget the sex made to do in the hotel room that I have trauma related to since I killed a subordinate. I’ll ignore the fact that I lost a chance to do my dream career. You took the opportunity to fuck me during vulnerable times, especially after being raped. People thought that was cute of him, and how he comforted me. I agree! Oh, he said no to my refusal, I declined to have sex again and coerced. But that’s fine! You tied me down with money? I’ll take it!
—That’s how yall sound.
TJ has his struggles, but it’s hard to feel sorry when he put himself in that situation and leaving his foster parents who were good to him. A chance to have a family, he ran away from it. And meanwhile Ian, he wants family and since then, clung to TJ.
Seriously? TJ has everyone d riding him. And some Jo d riders, acting like he didn’t SA either. Fuuuk u all.
He’s hot I agree. But damn, let’s not with the Ian hate train. We all know he’s a vulnerable person, and so is TJ. But we also know Ian isn’t the one taking advantage of vulnerability. And I don’t really give a damn who ends up with who, if all characters can gain happiness in some ways—I’ll take it.
I felt a bit bad for the ex boyfriend of MC, reading ch 1 currently. He seems like he genuinely cared and loved MC, and asked what he was dissatisfied about. MC isn’t at fault for feeling a certain way, but damn lol.
Author just inconsistent or loves making bipolar MLs. Cause ML was being unforgiving to that scheming dude (ML’s ex fiancé) because he almost had MC raped, but then just cause he hears that dude cut his own wrist and isn’t feeling well, he’s concerned and literally says:
Even though it’s a transaction, he’s gone through a lot for the baby. (LIKE WHAT??? And when did he and the fiancé fuck?? I’m so confused. He also told MC that it’s not what he thinks when ML told MC that he has to go for the baby and that scheming dude).
And then ML also walked past MC while guiding the fake ass bitch to the room, bro wtf?? Is he bipolar? Ugly skank! And then he doesn’t give a shit that the scheming rat asked MC to give milk, ML should know damn well that scheming rat hates MC and is the same guy who tried to make others rape MC.
ML also tells MC to have mercy on that scheming rat, and how he has depression so be less insensitive. LIKE BITCH IM FONBA SKILL YOU ALIVE
AUTHOR JUST DOING RAGE BAIT INCONSISTENT BAD WRITING.
About sissy manhua.
The novel was a bit more detailed about the cheating part of ch 38. The purple haired guy gave ML his number; did ML keep the number?
It says this in novel; but it’s been a while andI don’t wanna re read: After the two of them pulled their pants and were ready to leave, the young man licked his lips: “Handsome guy, leave me your number.”
Shao Qun thought about it for a while and felt that the experience was acceptable. Maybe one day he would be interested again, so he said, “You give me yours.”
Did ML EVER CONTACT PURPLE HAIR GUY?
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In CH 38, after ML cheated on MC with purple hair. ML and MC were playing a game with a stick, and the purple haired guy and his bf came.
ML got angry and said he doesn’t know them, and excused himself to go to the bathroom. And the purple haired guy also said he’s going to the bathroom.
Manhua doesn’t mention what happens when the purple haired guy goes to the bathroom, following ML. Did ML cheat again? Does it perhaps say what happened in novel regarding the purple hair guy following ML to bathroom?
It’s a BL manhua! (Chinese BL).
So I only remember that the ML is kinda trashy or is trashy. I only remember the part where ML is about to marry a lady while MC is sad and sitting, watching. And he falls asleep or something, or about to leave, but ML stops him. And I think ML doesn’t marry but I don’t remember. Helppp
Edit: Okay yeah I found out that Kabu found out, glad he scolded Nirasawa. Cause Nirasawa did wrong.
Can someone clarify why Nirasawa (Uke) let Kouki masterbate on him? To me, it feels like cheating at least on a physical aspect because Kabu (Seme) doesn’t know. I get that Nirasawa may not like Kouki and just did it to pay back, but ugh it felt so wrong. I hope Kabu knows about that scene, cause I don’t like how Kouki is behaving that way towards Nirasawa.
Nirasawa loves only Kabu, but he needs to draw a line with Kouki, like a hundred percent. Like is Nirasawa going to let people do sexual stuff to him or use him for masterbation every time there’s a pay back needed?
Plus Nirasawa didn’t really know if Kouki was going to just masterbate, and he just turned around, so it felt like he was going to let Kouki penetrate him. He even let Kouki press his nasty against his hole.
Stupid. I really feel that this is cheating. Yikes!
I also don’t really like Kouki. And besides all that, this Yaoi is truly one of the best ones I’ve read. Kabu and Nirasawa may be toxic, but they have a fun dynamic.
Is the uke really a “slut” like he says? I just skipped to ch 26 (latest here) and he says: Myojin saw me living like a huge slut, all of it, so..
Does uke sleep around or that’s just what Ml thinks?
And ML also said he had a threesome, but uke was confused and was like where’s the evidence?
Since I can’t post on the story itself for some reason:
Read in Manga Buddy. Did Ml marry a noble woman after sending MC away? The servant dude in chapter 131 or below said that to MC. But then it isn’t talked about after wards all the way to ending of story. So I’m curious. Did he marry the noble woman and become governor or???
Cause he doesn’t mention of marriage with anyone. But servant dude said he was proposed to by a noble woman and probably married.
This was after timeskip after ML sent MC away, and decided to oblige what his father wanted him to do.
I feel like a lot of people are concerned over the top’s ego-like personality versus the actual harm.
Let’s also take into account that he helped uke from being a beggar to not. Why would he help a beggar if he thought of them as lowly?
I feel that if the uke was the top, this comment section would be much different.
I think people are concerned about the wrong stuff, how are we ignoring that those people in ch 3 were about to injure him and possibly kill? Obviously he’s going to call them lowly creatures (anyone who tries to hurt other IS lowly imo) and defend himself, it doesn’t mean he thinks commoners are less than him, he also gave mercy and instead of abusing his “power”, he said he doesn’t want to fight.
Even if he did think that way; we have to understand this is how it was back then with monarchy. Let’s not apply our modern-cy.
I heard the top gave the uke money and kicked him out. Prince (top) isn’t bad for wanting to let go and letting go. His ego-like personality is one thing though. But I also know it’s because he was brought up as a royalty member, it’s ingrained in his head and with how times were back then, it makes sense.
Don’t give a damn if he’s a bottom (cause clearly positions matter to some in being biased).
What the uke did isn’t justified one bit. He’s just being petty. I do agree that the prince is shitty for not explaining to the uke himself, but other than that, he didn’t deserve to have his hair cut and also being raped.
I’m very disgusted with his actions, especially towards someone that helped him in the past when he was a beggar. Just move on, man is petty even after 10 years. Pathetic but also sad. Maybe I read wrong, I did skim too fast.
Apparently Profundis or whatever is a walk in the park compared to this. So basically the 4 guys rape him and when MC is asleep, they rape him. They also try to shove a horse’s cock inside MC.
ENDGAME: Jerome and MC (bruh)
Apparently George and Hugh are lovers in novel; don’t know if it’s before they raped MC or after. Cause why are they trying to fuck MC if they have each other.
“MC is r*ped by the top floor boys and they humiliated raymond to the point they almost force him to have s*x with Jerome's horse, Jerome says if he doesn’t interested so it’s stopped. In Simon’s case, he can't r*pe MC when he is awake, so he makes him fall asleep with sleeping pills or injection.
MC is trying to avoid the boys and gathered some informations about room 401, in the process of finding the informations he meets new friends Judy and Carl. Carl is the one who witnessed the scene of Raymond almost got rap*d by the horse, so he tries to help him get away from school.
In the day of revenge Raymond puts Simon and George by sleeping pills he stole from Simon's closet, he injectes Hugh in living room and handcuffs him then burns the entire dormitory, Jerome is leaning from the window laughs watching the scene while hugging his horse's head Raymond behaded before.
"See u again, Raymond" — Jerome
Announcement of dead people :
- Robert Anderson (36)
- Jerome White (20)
- Hugh Donwell (20)
- Carl Firth (20).“
And they frame him for stealing undies, this also leads to many (like 14?) other students raping him AND THE HEADMASTER I heard.
MC tries to escape and yeah.
I’m gonna read the novel now. Don’t read it if you can’t handle the amount of gang rape and other disgusting themes.
So in Vol 2, when Sword had sex with Norman, I think he was imagining Norman as Sen, right? Cause after the part where Sen says: “I love you too” to Warden, the next panels show Sword fucking Sen as if it’s his imagination.
Why did Sword even fuck Norman? Was he mad at Sen lmao. Like the only reason Sen even had sex with Warden was because Sword decided to be a hoe and show it.
Author did good writing. aw man this is the first BL that makes me want to know how their life is after the main story ended and epilogue. I need side stories but too bad.
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- Author: Lee Seon-ui
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Sucks how Cirrus took the fall for what Skylar did, involved in the fight. But I don’t think of it too much, my mind is clouded by how it’s going to end.
And some may not agree with me, but Cirrus taking the blame for the fight, he has made amends. It’s just how I see it, and he can move on and shouldn’t be tied down to his past. I better see nobody justifying violence.
(Also figured it out as in if Skylar does know that Cirrus covered for him or not.)
Someone said this: “I don’t think Skylar has figured it out but the teacher was definitely fishing for information to see why Cirrus cared so much to cover for Skylar, and then when Skylar lied, that prompted the teacher to just keep the information he had about cirrus to himself and there’s the irony of cirrus owning up to the fight and going to bat for Skylar despite the possibility that he could get in trouble with his abusive family but Skylar cannot do the same at the moment.”
Skylar has been quite distant when it comes to relationship (understandably due to his own trauma which is a big deal, no competitions), creating misunderstandings about Cirrus being a 2nd choice, then saying hurtful words and bringing Cirrus’s trauma up. Everyone wants Cirrus to treat Skylar like he’s a god, but ignore how many times Skylar has hit him even if it was made for comedic purpose, and overlook the beating incident as well as justifying violence.
I still wish for Skylar’s happiness though. He’s not an evil person, he’s a hurt person too, so I won’t trample over him and be a hypocrite. He deserves a good life.
Honestly? I don’t care if they hit in each other in the past. Both fucked up. But let’s not lie and act like Skylar doesn’t need a lot of development. At the very least, Cirrus has owned up to his mistake and even told his bff who slapped him, but Cirrus didn’t rage and blame her for that. He realized he was wrong. He also realized long ago that it wasn’t right of him, but as time went on and he became closer with Sky, he felt scared.
Cirrus definitely needs development as well. I don’t know how author is going to make Sky’s development in SYNC with Cirrus’s development as said. I’m curious how they’re going to stay together—a sky and cloud cannot separate. Maybe they’ll stay together, but there will be rainy days in their relationship, but they’ll still be together.
All this happened because of his past LIE. A scheme that definitely didn’t change the trajectory of anyone’s life, did it hurt some people’s feelings? Yes and it’s valid that they felt that way, again really it’s only the fact that he LIED. I don’t think violence was the answer though. And certainly not his consequence.
I’m glad Cirrus is leaving the country. He doesn’t have to be surrounded by people who hit him, he can live in peace away from those people. He’s been abused enough and trampled on, yet he’s still covering up for someone he definitely still loves.
I STILL hope Sky and Cirrus can be together. They’re meant to be, it’s impossible for them to separate; they’re the sky and cloud (Sky-lar, and Cirrus is a cloud name).
