Author trying to make the white bear a goody two shoes after SA’ing rabbit is funny as hell. They tried to make the tiger look like an asshole to justify the cheating, not happening. I do agree though that the tiger said stuff he shouldn’t have, he seems to have anger issues.
Probably because this was made after my reply on that other post you replied to me of lol.
There is still some form of cheating or ickiness if nobody wants to admit the initial.
And it’s more ridiculous that the people are cheering for white bear who’s basically a rapist versus the shitty boyfriend who I don’t recall being as bad besides some situations which could’ve been handled better.
Anyways, this whole thing with white bear and rabbit felt forced. Just my opinion.
Author needs to make a sequel to this.
I wonder if this time, instead of a cycle happening, perhaps the MC would find love and try to seek it through the student. Just like how he wanted love from his teacher (saying it is love is harsh, just a kid being groomed in reality).
I wonder if the MC would leave this student he met just like how his previous teacher left him?
And I have so many questions. Why did the teacher leave? Was it just like how MC is trying to find something to “prop him up”?
Why did the teacher tell him not to touch himself if he wasn’t ever gonna come back?
MC said he has no desire for long love now. He’s clearly impacted psychologically by the previous teacher. Fuck that pedophile!
Does ML love MC? Why did he treat MC like that in CH 82–83 I’m so confused. And in CH 72, he makes the blondie hear them through phone, having sex.
I swear back then they confessed and everything, it was in the bedroom I believe. And then later they act like they’re not even dating. But ML did tell others that MC is his boyfriend but then he’s not(?).
ML makes MC feel guilty about himself. ML tells him he can’t even handle the BDSM play/ specifically the lashes, and MC tears up and says he can do it.
I'll try to explain, but remember the love comes from a Sadist and Hwayoung is a true Sadist. Usually, one like that have a really possessive and obsessive outlook on love. A lotta times, it's just wanting to own a person, but when love is involved--as in they fall in love--that ownership becomes possession (sounds like the same things, but in the bdam world, they can be two different things). The love is obsessive and very dark and very emotional. It's heavy and can be stifling to their Lover bc of how hard the Sadist's love is. Hwayoung does love Gyuwon. But Hwayoung has never been in love. Especially when it comes to a Sub. That makes him clumsy when it comes to knowing how to love, but like it was shown, ever since he was a kid, when he wanted something, he had to have it. And he would love it to the point that he got the urge to break it and destroy it. It's the same with Gyuwon. I know it doesn't make sense but sometimes, a person--especially in the BDSM world as a Sadiat--will love someone so hard and so severe that they want to destroy the person. I think it's subconsciously bc they don't want anyone else to have that person. Plus, Hwayoung was becoming jealous bc of his blond friend wanting Gyuwon. He didnt want :That's why in those chapters, Hwayoung was talking about wanting to break Gyuwon and sever his limbs so that he can't walk (bc if he can't walk, he won't be able to "walk away" from Hwayoung aka the relationship and he would forever get to possess Gyuwon. It's all very overwhelming for Hwayoung, therefore, his love is overwhelming, and again possessive and obsessive.
I guess ML like the other person said ^^ is full-on a sadist. It isn’t like what you probably have seen in other stories where they just automatically switch such a personality on and off, separating bedroom and personal life. He’s like this and thinking like a sadist 24/7. It isn’t supposed to be fluffy romance where they act like any other couple in other stories where you have to check in or be considerate towards the other. In the beginning, it was just starting out and easing into the bdsm, in the later chapters it looks like they’re actually stepping up the level. Like ML’s friend said, ML has been holding back and been pretty easy on MC. He’s only now finding it harder to hold back. Also I’m pretty sure that guilty part is also part of bdsm play lmao.
CH 9–Who DA PHUC just wraps their arms around someone you barely know and say: I missed you.
MC doesn’t seem right in the head. I think doing all those gigs got him mentally challenged. (Half satire.) Besides that, after reading up to CH 20, I am genuinely concerned with the MC, he needs a therapist. He shouldn’t feel like he’s a burden, he shouldn’t be letting ML use him.
And no way the ML just called MC an easy lay. Asshat. I do agree the MC seems very guillable though. Bro said he might be falling for ML, you met him a few days ago! Someone help him.
CH 10) ML— “A hole is a hole.”
CH 13– MC is the strange one (but understandable) for even thinking they’re dating, BRO YOU MET ML LIKE SOME DAYS AGO and NO TALK ABOUT ROMANCE was done either.
I blame his parents. And ML, damn, he is hurtful but he’s being honest—he isn’t leading MC on.
CH 16– ML giving red flags. I don’t like using colored flag to label characters as it can be vague, but whatever I’m feeling lazy. “How did I find this off the streets?” BIG TIME ASSHOLE.
CH 18– “It's none of my business if he gets passed around.” —ML.
MC never gonna tell ML about his problems because ML said: “Don’t get other people involved in your sob story.”
And he also said: “Why do you keep making me pick up after you?”—MC recalled what ML said and said to himself, that he shouldn’t be a burden.
ML invited him to (well kidnapped technically) his place, but didn’t even feed him, just put him in the house and left. Even the Secretary looks more appealing than him at this point. What’s up with these types of MLs always lacking affection, even sex buddies can be affectionate! What’s stopping him?
CH 18– MC took a shower and stayed in the house like Ml told him. He wished the ML would come back and spend time with him, but even just wishing for that, MC felt like he was being greedy.
MC never had a proper childhood, his parents would leave him at home alone. Oh poor boy. ML step up your game!
Okay so based off CH 5, she knew that ML was dating MC and that ML likes MC. But she still continued with the marriage, I HAVE NO SYMPATHY FOR HER. She made a choice, she’s not a victim.
And like the ML said in CH 5, “As I thought, you put your feelings before your brother’s, who treats you as top priority. I just wished to receive what I wanted.”
—So in conclusion, I don’t gaf about the sister.
No, she knew the ml had feelings for his brother but she didn't know that her brother also had feelings for ml that's why she said "It doesn't matter" and thought she could make the ml love him.
But yeah she still married him knowing he was inlove with his brother so how could anyone feel sympathy for that
The Seme should’ve prioritized his partner too regardless of how long they’ve known each other. I don’t know how long they’ve gone without spending time together, but if his partner is complaining, they should communicate like the grown men they are.
Unless there was some emergency or something, Seme should spend more time with his fucking boyfriend. If they had made prior plans, he should stick to it.
And the Uke went too far. He should’ve dragged his partner back to the room, and expressed how he felt about not feeling loved enough. Not go and marry his sister to prove a point or something!
These two idiots.
And I don’t feel too sorry for the sister. She knew the seme liked someone already. And she’s homophobic if I recall.
You BITCH! You took MC’s spoiling you for granted and then act like you did nothing wrong, you dumb cvnt!
Ch. 88
“How could you be Jian Suiying (MC)? Jian Suiying is the one who spoiled me, supported me, and thinks of everything for me. He is the one who repeatedly compromises in front of me despite his pride. No matter how much I hurt or push him away, he still won’t dislike me. Then right now, who is this person in front of me?!”
YOU FUCKWARD!! DO YOU DESERVE IT? NO, LI YU I CURSE YOU AND YOUR GAY ASS. DOES THIS ASSHOLE REALLY THINK HE’S ENTITLED TO MC BEING KIND AT THE MOMENT? CAN MC NOT BE MAD OR HURT? WHY BLAME HIM? Dumb btich
AND I REALLY HOPE PEOPLE STOP DEFENDING THAT RAPIST BROTHER. Every time I remember the novel where the brother captured MC and raped him, fuck.
And that pink haired guy. Xiao Zhu. He’s the best. I feel bad cause it looks like he likes MC.