ChickenButt August 8, 2024 4:53 am

How the ML keeps seeing MC’s new reincarnation as Shen only, he doesn’t really mention Jiu Jiu (Shen’s reincarnation). Yes, they’re the same people, but I wish his other names would be mentioned. It feels strange.

And in CH 68, why did he throw that bun away? Ugh!

ML chose to be with MC who will be mentally handicapped, then he treats him like ass? In CH 69, MC, mentally handicapped reincarnation, said:

“Yi Mo, I like you.”

ML raised him and now, he flung MC down and word for word: “What right does a dummy have to say it?”

And ML keeps comparing his new reincarnation with his past self names, Shen and Jiu Jiu. MC is now Liu Yan, have some respect! The ML never learns, huh?
ML even said that he wouldn’t care about him if MC didn’t have that birthmark on his chest (the red birthmark is from MC’s previous reincarnation Jiu Jiu)

“Since he’s a dumb fool who took over his heart, he deserves to be hurt.” — What Bull shit logic is this? YOU chose to take him in, raised him, then treat him like ass and compare him to his past selves.

Because MC was so distraught that ML doesn’t like him, he gouged out the red birthmark. He didn’t want to be seen as someone else. Honestly, fuck the ML. But I’m also surprised he apologized after seeing that, as he should, but it’s stated in the story that ML had never apologized to Shen or Jiu Jiu, this is his first apology.

Finally he apologized, even if it’s late and in the third lifetime of MC. “He’s never said that to Shen Qingxuan or Jiu Jiu.”

And ML also cried afterwards, first time.

In conclusion, ML is a demon and I should’ve expected him to be less human like since he’s cold hearted many times and trashy. He’s a different species, not a human being, he will not love or let go easily.

ML told MC that he’s nothing without his red birthmark, but then his monologue says (Ch 70): “It is just some kind of mark. Nothing will change even if it’s no longer there.”— THEN SAY THAT TO HIM, NOT JUST IN YOUR MIND! OF course MC won’t know!

And I don’t like this whole: Bad person Jiu Jiu and Good person Shen Qingxuan.

But in next chapter ML told dummy MC: “Jiu Jiu is a good person too.”— Oh thank god!

Did MC steal the wedding veil from the lady in the carriage, because he wanted to marry ML? Lmao this just shows that Shen is still within him, he is him in a way, because Shen was the one who wanted to desperately marry ML (1st lifetime).

I’m somewhat glad to see ML visiting Jiu Jiu’s grave as well, because ML didn’t treat him well in the 2nd lifetime. He slept next to him in his casket and returned Jiu Joy’s soul or something into something, then said “Let’s go home.” —I think he is letting go(?)

I’m cackling at how the adopted son collected all the snakes on the mountain and relocated them, just so his rutting snake father wouldn’t mate with other snakes who aren’t MC. And MC is pouring water on the ML who’s rutting, “You are mine.”

But other than that, it’s actually said that MC is trying to stop ML from potentially cheating by mating. Next chapter he let the ML snake go after ML bit him on the neck, he gave up there. Next chapter, ML did come back, I wonder if he mated with other snakes while he was out?

I’d also like to mention how special Uncle Xiu (Taoist) is, as he’s been by the main couple and their adopted son’s side for centuries iirc. He stated that he used to like someone, it was the bunny lady. Unfortunately, she got killed and only when it was too late did Taoist realize he liked her. And Taoist was genuinely worried that ML, snake form, would go off with another snake and leave his good friend MC, so the Taoist SACRIFICED his own life to turn ML into a human. Both ML and MC aged and lived happily with their son.

I hope Taoist finds the bunny and gets his own happy ending!

At the very least, I am glad that MC in his third life time, Liu Yuan, has gotten the memories from his first (Shen) lifetime, and his second (Jiu Jiu) lifetime.

Now what? I’m supposed to be happy? In the end, ML and MC lived like old couple until their hair turned white but they still forgave each other when arguing, their memories forever enlisted in their heart, forever on even after their death. Their son cried in front of their graves, missing them dearly. And I’m glad the son found his emperor’s reincarnation, but I’m devastated to find out the emperor is cold towards him and told him to go, and pushed the son away.

In the emperor’s previous life time, he asked the son (of MC and ML) to find him when he reincarnated. He did, but now he’s like this to the son. And the son told
Him before that if he’s pushed away, he won’t beg for him. So the son just left after the emperor told him to go despite the son spending 500 years to find him.

Then, the son made his own grave and gouged out his soul I believe. The emperor saw him and ran to him, trying to stop him but it was too late and the son went to the underworld where his soul is.

And if I remember correctly, the story said that the emperor is actually a reincarnation of a god. So the emperor is a god, and that’s why he was able to see the son (of MC and ML) in the underworld.

After the son ended his own life, he met his parents (ML and MC) in the underworld.

“In this world, if someone else lets you down, there will be someone else that appreciates you.”— I think this is towards the emperor who let the son down by pushing him away. But his parents were there, waiting for him in underworld.

This story gave me hope that love would be long lasting until our hair is white.

ChickenButt August 7, 2024 9:15 pm

Set tasted a bit of his own medicine, or too much, for killing innocent people and attempting to rape his nephew and SA’ing his nephew. So while I may baby him time to time, I will not be biased and baby him all the time.

Horus SA’ing him back cancelled it out, cause this was the true him, and not the one where he raped Set because it was Sekhmet’s doing (forcing Horus’s unconscious mind.)

Am I happy about the confirmed endgame? Yes. I love them, who doesn’t love an uncle and nephew getting together?

ChickenButt August 7, 2024 6:35 pm

I’m only reading this after considering to drop it, because I want to see Taehwan happy. I detest cheating so yeah. Of course I hope Woojin is also happy, but not with Taehwan or Minho. He needs time to himself or he’s gonna hurt himself and others.

ChickenButt August 6, 2024 11:18 pm

Wait so that dude on the phone was a hookup?

    eojjeonas August 7, 2024 12:40 am

    Ya, that's why he said he doesn't make friends with attachments in the chapter after and the seme started talking about sex friends

    ChickenButt August 7, 2024 1:02 am
    Ya, that's why he said he doesn't make friends with attachments in the chapter after and the seme started talking about sex friends eojjeonas

    Damn

    eojjeonas August 7, 2024 1:25 am

    Tbh I get it since adachi thought he didn't have a chance and assumed it was onesided, I'm glad they talked it thru tho they cute now

    ChickenButt August 7, 2024 1:38 am
    Tbh I get it since adachi thought he didn't have a chance and assumed it was onesided, I'm glad they talked it thru tho they cute now eojjeonas

    Yeah they didn’t talk and weren’t dating so whatever

    ChickenButt August 7, 2024 1:38 am
    Tbh I get it since adachi thought he didn't have a chance and assumed it was onesided, I'm glad they talked it thru tho they cute now eojjeonas

    I’m just wondering if they fucked after uke hung up cause he said “wait stop” to dude.

    eojjeonas August 7, 2024 6:23 am
    I’m just wondering if they fucked after uke hung up cause he said “wait stop” to dude. ChickenButt

    O idk about that lol guess its up to interpretation

    Sunny Yu August 17, 2024 9:10 pm
    O idk about that lol guess its up to interpretation eojjeonas

    I'm kinda put off with that haha. So i just read it till the end. I mean you just have sex with your first love recently and the the day after have sex with another man, they're not dating yet but still~ ( ̄へ ̄)

    ChickenButt August 17, 2024 9:12 pm
    I'm kinda put off with that haha. So i just read it till the end. I mean you just have sex with your first love recently and the the day after have sex with another man, they're not dating yet but still~ ( ̄... Sunny Yu

    Right?

    Sunny Yu August 17, 2024 9:24 pm
    I’m just wondering if they fucked after uke hung up cause he said “wait stop” to dude. ChickenButt

    I was actually waiting to clear thing up about it. Like what? He's fucking another dude. He's meeting up with the seme. I get it they're not in relationships but still, i don't like that kinda of vibes. I was hoping though he's just a friend or relatives but a hook up.

    ChickenButt August 17, 2024 9:58 pm
    I was actually waiting to clear thing up about it. Like what? He's fucking another dude. He's meeting up with the seme. I get it they're not in relationships but still, i don't like that kinda of vibes. I was h... Sunny Yu

    Right? I know they weren’t in the relationship at the time but the fact that the uke was chill enough to sleep with another while claiming to like seme, then dating him right after that is icky

ChickenButt August 6, 2024 4:26 am

Someone said: His sister suddenly came to his workplace and told that his dad has passed away. He and his dad were not in good terms. Then, after while sleeping with a client, he saw the MC’s face to his client trying to strangle the MC (client). After that, he contacted that bastard and told him that he will accept his offer. I think he is trying to quit that gigolo job

ChickenButt August 6, 2024 1:04 am

I saw the comment section and I’m scared.
Why did the MC call boss while having sex with ML?

Did he and his boss fuck before? Does he still like the boss? Or he hates him? Was he drugged?

    :((: August 6, 2024 2:15 am

    They used to be in a relation and the Mc was an addict and it was a whole thing

    :((: August 6, 2024 2:15 am
    They used to be in a relation and the Mc was an addict and it was a whole thing :((:

    I think he hates the boss bc he only was with him bc of the drugs

    jaxx August 6, 2024 2:20 am

    probably that, they probably had intercourse before. He's also PROBABLY drugging Jin to have sex with him or some shady shit he's doing to Jin (/TДT)/

    ChickenButt August 6, 2024 3:19 am
    probably that, they probably had intercourse before. He's also PROBABLY drugging Jin to have sex with him or some shady shit he's doing to Jin (/TДT)/ jaxx

    I just hope he never liked him…probably just trauma thing that forced him to say his boss.

    jaxx August 7, 2024 3:35 am
    I just hope he never liked him…probably just trauma thing that forced him to say his boss. ChickenButt

    js believe :praying_emoji:

ChickenButt August 5, 2024 5:18 pm

Why do people even think that anyone is a saint regardless if they do good stuff or not? A Saint means deep meaning, not sure how to explain, but you’ve got to be really good in order to be called a saint.

I saw a post here that said to not disregard how Cirrus hurt Skylar in the past and that Skylar is a victim of his. That’s quite vague. And I personally find holding a past against someone to be quite weird and just too much.

Cirrus asked Skylar: “You don’t care about what I did in the past or who I used to be? None of that matters to you?”

Skylar: “No, none of it matters.”

(So how do you all believe Skylar will take revenge on Cirrus. I believe they will talk it out. Skylar has development and so did Cirrus. If you keep holding onto the past, you will never move forward!)

I don’t think anyone believes Cirrus is a saint, nobody is. They’re all suffering. Nobody said what he did was right, just like how I don’t think what Skylar did was right either. There is a difference between explaining and relating to a victim of abuse versus justifying their actions. I haven’t seen much say something like: “Oh Cirrus manipulating Skylar in the past isn’t that serious.”

Both of them can be bad guys and victims. Not villains or saints though. They’re somewhat morally gray for a reason. If we are gonna talk about the past as if it’s still valid today present day, and not disregard, then let’s not forget Skylar SA’ed his friend (ex friend) just like Cirrus did. And Skylar borderline following Chan and taking pics of him, morally weird even if not legally. Oh and the beating despite knowing your partner has trauma, but am I holding it against him? No. I don’t know if they talked about what happened that day in the hallway but hey, everyone deserves time to heal…then TALK.

Skylar looked genuinely remorseful for hitting Cirrus and they made out (lol). I notice they’re more physical than verbal, and this is common in parts of Asia where verbal language is less than physical acts.

Skylar didn’t mean what he did. Just like how Cirrus didn’t mean what he did. Both of them provoked each other, both had their issues. You cannot expect teens to be mature, hell even adults in their late 20s and older can’t be mature. For example? Look at Cirrus’s parents.

Sure people did wrong stuff in past, but you’re not better by holding it against them. Also, Skylar and Cirrus as literally teens. You’re not an adult until 19 in South Korea, lawfully.

Skylar knows what Cirrus did to him and chose to stay and ASKED HIM OUT FIRST. Let’s also not forget he accepted Cirrus’s apology, Cirrus apologized for all the things he did in the past and they even hugged it out.

Again, I don’t think anyone is claiming Cirrus as a saint. They probably went on the wrong side or just bumped into weird people.

ChickenButt August 5, 2024 4:53 pm

So in creator’s note, author said ML will stay celibate because he loves MC. Author implied that MC will have SCENES with ML, not sure if it’s full on sex or just making out. I wonder how it’ll even lead to having sex with his step brother considering they’re siblings even if it’s not biological.

I just don’t see MC willingly having sex with his step brother. I doubt it would be the consent like; “Oh I love sex and I want to fuck with my step brother.”

More like: “I’m missing the touch of someone, so I’ll use my step brother.”

Not sure. I’m so curious how it’ll lead MC to making out with his brother.

    Emera August 6, 2024 10:47 pm

    He doesn't like him that way mc is extremely passive. He likes that hee seo is so insistent and forceful with him.

    Mc will do whatever is the least conflicting.

    ChickenButt August 6, 2024 10:54 pm
    He doesn't like him that way mc is extremely passive. He likes that hee seo is so insistent and forceful with him. Mc will do whatever is the least conflicting. Emera

    Idk how fucking with his brother is the least conflicting, that’s just what I was wondering about of all things haha .

ChickenButt August 2, 2024 10:41 am

Just a little rant—

Before anyone attacks me, I know Yiyoung would never cheat on Kang. But I do hope he sets boundaries with someone he just met, I’m not saying they can’t be friends, well actually you can’t if they like you (just my opinion) and keeps trying to hit on you despite KNOWING you’re taken. He’s disrespecting their relationship and even more so Kang who’s burdened with his own insecurities.

I’m more worried that the dude might try something on Yiyoung and use his drunkenness as an excuse. I also don’t believe that the brown haired dude likes Yiyoung romantically.

Everyone keeps using innocence and naiveness as an excuse, but Yiyoung realized him going to hang out with a person who clearly likes him, is not right or doesn’t feel right. Especially when they aren’t exactly friends either, just acquaintances.

I’m sorry but Yiyoung hasn’t been helping much. At this point he’s a bit dumb. Sure this is somewhat Kang’s karma in a way(?) but I can also see, realistically, why he’s insecure and he does NOT need more anxiety, they need a better talk. And I also heard from someone else that in raws:

“Kang is now getting anxious because Yiyoung is going to Doyeon's place. Base from what I understood from the raw, doyeon seems drunk and calls yiyoung. Young didn't realize it and he actually thought that doyeon was kidnapped or just simple needed help. And yiyoung as the innocent naive and helpful self, decided to go to doyeon's place despite kang's disapproval. He also accidentally left his phone.”

I’m not gonna lie, Yiyoung is irking me. But the brown hair dude is irking me more, why would he call Yiyoung of all people? And he probably doesn’t know Yiyoung as much. This is good drama I guess but cliche, just another 3rd party catalyst.

But I honestly just want to see Kang happy and feeling secure in his relationship. He clearly has insecurities and showed big hints of it in main story, I wonder how Yiyoung never realized, he’s not stupid. Both are sort of immature too, and Kang is too logical at times due to his failed relationships and Yiyoung is not as experienced (still not an excuse).

They’re both annoying me right now. And I’m sure there wouldn’t be “I love the drama” comments if it was Kang hanging with some dude that liked him and wanted to get in his pants, then going to his house despite Yiyoung saying not to.

Alright, I’m gonna go relax by reading Private Scandal BL :)

    Ichigo August 2, 2024 9:40 pm

    oof you said everything I wanted to say. thank you lol

    ChickenButt August 2, 2024 9:49 pm
    oof you said everything I wanted to say. thank you lol Ichigo

    Not gonna lie I thought this notification was gonna be hate lmaoo

    Zombiegirl August 4, 2024 1:43 am

    PREAAACHHHHHH you expressed it perfectly

    Ichigo August 4, 2024 2:27 am
    Not gonna lie I thought this notification was gonna be hate lmaoo ChickenButt

    lmao I don't blame you

ChickenButt August 1, 2024 1:28 am

1. Did the MC love the trashy bf from the beginning but slowly lost feelings and started to use him as ATM? Cause it’s sad to think that someone actually loved another, and that another was just thinking of someone else, and eventually that someone lost feelings for another.

2. “I won’t fall for your tricks!” —MC in ch 7 or 8. It saddens me to believe that he could be thinking like this because he had fallen for tricks in past from trashy bf.

    Kookie August 1, 2024 8:44 am

    1. he never loved the trashy man, he was with him solely cuz of money and as he could help him get his father out and mother treated for her illness
    2. I think he thought ml love the trashy man and wanted to lure him away to get together with him

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