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Artstyle kind of reminds me of Nod (1 to 10 author) and Payback for some reason.
Yess I'm reading Payback rn and I get what you mean
Self harm is when you harm youself, right? Typing this make me feel stupid cuz it's self explanatory. But I feel like ppl here have criteria for SH. Like if you're an unstable person who's having suicidal thoughts, or someone who has trauma might resort to SH but it's a diff. story when it comes to hurting yourself for undivided attention or your SO? Is the word self-harm reserved for when you're feeling suicidal. Enlighten me.
Generally speaking, yes, self harm is still self harm regardless of why you’re doing it. Whether it’s for attention or because it distracts you, being suicidal, or whatever.
I think when people talk about that, their criteria is because maybe they are specifically looking for a story with characters who are genuinely struggling with their mental health which makes them resort to self harm, rather than characters who are doing it purely for the sake of attention from another character? Because the dynamics in stories like that are going to be entirely different. But who knows. Either way, it’s still self harm.
Self harm literally is yeah..harming one own self
Butttt
Ppl use this term when talking abt depression and suicidal tendencies. But not reserved for suicidal only
I know ppl who self harm for other reasons but all mental health issues:
1. Attention
2. Depression
3. To feel something
4. Forget pain
(But these all fall under depression anyway)
REMEMBER THAT SELF HARM IS NOT A SOLUTION AT ALL. IT ONLY ADDS TO YOUR PROBLEMS.
it helps to talk to someone and if you have no one then hit me up (●'◡'●)ﾉ
I'm so obsessed with semes who yearns for their uke. Can ya'll be a doll and recommend me more stories like Dash and Melting Point? Idc if they're green flag but those who are down bad, freaky but they don't let it show to their SO. Like they're always secretly pining for them.
I found the two stories really similar but it doesn't have to be like that, I'm looking to the top's personality more.
Nerd Project comes to mind
shx thankssss
already reading, thanks tho!
Basically the top (kim jinseob) is stupidly obsessed with his boss (taeyong) and he found out he has relations with that old guy. So he took photos from the button camera and blackmailed him. The top was a sadist and rough with Taeyong. He's so angry with him and honestly it's just pure bdsm sex.
Now he has a co-worker who accidentally found out what's happening. He saw them fucking in the car. He confronted Taeyong about it and offers to help him. While they're trying to gather evidence or whatever to free Taeyong from Jinseob, he found out that he has a history of violence and has a classmate (?) who also revealed the truth about Jinseob. Turns out he was his victim before too. So he gave Taeyong a flashdrive that possibly contains evidence.
Things happened, Teayong and his co-worker seems to be fuck buddies by now but Taeyong can't get it up or he can't be satisfied. He's becoming a masochist. He's finally got the courage to free himself from Jinseob and the two got in to an altercation. He let go of Taeyong and didn't bother him after that. Now that Taeyong's free, he now enjoys his freedom by having sex with whoevers available but since Jinseob turned him into a masochist he can't be satisfied unless it was him.
At the ending, he loses his mind and dances half naked at the middle of the dancefloor at a bar and he passed out. Next scene we saw him being carried by someone to Jinseob's apartment. He saw Jinseob waiting for him to wake up because apparently he doesn't want to live anymore, so attempted to hang himself in front of Taeyong. But Taeyong prevented it from happening because he can't be satisfied anymore if it's not Jinseob. The kissed and cried. The end.