Went back to re-read this story again. I also feel the same way Hes(mc) had cause I too had that exact moment of wanting to kms in high school. Life was hard back then, suffering from financial problem and family problems (I came from a religious family) so everyday was very hard. I was exactly at that moment of doing it until I had the sudden thought then what? What will happen to me? Do I even get the peace that I'm looking for? Or it's just that.
A lot of things happen in life but I hope to those who is reading this right now. I want you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. We all suffer in a different way of pain, a different misery, a different pain in life, but we all had the same answers. That is to LIVE and SURVIVE. To finish all the games we played. To finish the books we loved to read. To enjoy life despite it's difficulties. And also this is pretty much so far from the topic on hand. But hey, you are not alone on this. We can survive this and learn to love ourselves more than anyone can. That's it. I love you whoever read this long-ass text who is so not on the topic but I still love you and I'm so proud of you to reach this far
The level of toxicity this story has is so fucked up. I stopped reading it at chapter 20 or so cause brother I could not handle it like brother eughhh. Though I wanna see some sufferings though so I'll wait for that. And alot of people don't want Dan to be with the red flag guy but guys it's the official pairing .
This is really a depressing stuff. Especially in Gacha games. Like imagine getting the pet/stuff that you wanted in-game so you have to do the event. Only to get crashed/bug or someone who is using hacks in-game. I for one didn't lose my stuff but a friend of mine does. Someone hacks into their account and basically deletes everything inside of it which my friend had been building, farming, do the events only to get it hack and then stuff disappeared. And the devs didn't do much at all since the damage is done, so my friend had to re-do everything which leads to them not playing no more