beta
I’ve developed two personas over this: One part of me wishes they’d just fuck already because I’ve been waiting so long and it’ll still be ages before we get more moments between them.
But the other part wants Jian to “crave” Jin even more, lol. Like, if they got together now, fans would be happy, but it would lose the depth of their relationship. Jin wants Jian to heal first and only wants it to happen when Jian is fully clear-minded and focused only on him. Slowburn is torturous, but it’s usually so satisfying.