Bonbonsue July 31, 2024 11:27 pm

I'm sure everyone has noticed, but the ending where Brett invites Hayden to the party also corresponds to Hayden inviting Brett to go to the theater with him. If you knew the last chapter, you would have seen this similarity more clearly. I think it's a good detail to point out that, if Hayden had previously invited Brett to a place where Brett wasn't interested to express his views on the current relationship, then spoiler, Brett invited Hayden to the party to talk, and share with Hayden a little about himself (Even though Hayden was the one who started first, which is good change too)
also when brett invited hayden to the charity party, the way he invited hayden was a bit domineering and forceful? of course hayden could still refuse if he wanted, but if you compare it to the way brett invited hayden now, you can see a big change. he sincerely hoped that hayden would come to the important party to celebrate his victory, and (spoiler) brett really didn't expect hayden to come, like hayden in chapter 10

    dulcedays August 1, 2024 1:15 am

    ohh didnt pick up on that parallel, love the compare and contrast you laid out :)

    Bonbonsue August 1, 2024 3:04 am

    This author likes to use the art of similarity, if you pay attention, the sex scene in the toilet in chapter 24 is also similar to chapters 7+ 8 to show the change in the relationship. Like before, even though Hayden had sex with Brett, he didn't care and just wanted to push Brett away as far as possible (Letting Brett clean himself and leaning back, closing his eyes even when Brett sat on his lap) like now, there is a scene where Hayden washes his hands and his hands are full of semen, meaning Hayden cleans Brett, and Hayden even actively hugs and holds Brett when Brett sits on his lap, and completely focuses on Brett's facial expression, this work really has a lot of interesting points to read again

    Heairt August 1, 2024 5:41 am
    This author likes to use the art of similarity, if you pay attention, the sex scene in the toilet in chapter 24 is also similar to chapters 7+ 8 to show the change in the relationship. Like before, even though ... Bonbonsue

    Omg I never caught that, this manhwa is simply amazing truly, theyre also just the cutest even if they don’t realize it themselves lol (I do wish we did get that cleaning scene lowkey instead of it being implied bc I think it would’ve been such a cute moment, but I understand why the author wouldn’t put it. And honestly it’s an interesting detail to those who look deeply which is rewarding)

    Bonbonsue August 1, 2024 5:56 am
    Omg I never caught that, this manhwa is simply amazing truly, theyre also just the cutest even if they don’t realize it themselves lol (I do wish we did get that cleaning scene lowkey instead of it being impl... Heairt

    I think the author doesn't like to repeat a sex scene too many times, like the sex scene in the toilet in chap 7-8 was skipped so we can see the sex scene in chap 24. It's true that re-reading and paying close attention will be rewarded. But I believe we will see Hayden "taking care" of Brett after sex, even... showering together.

    Heairt August 1, 2024 7:17 am
    I think the author doesn't like to repeat a sex scene too many times, like the sex scene in the toilet in chap 7-8 was skipped so we can see the sex scene in chap 24. It's true that re-reading and paying close ... Bonbonsue

    Oh my god, just imagining it makes me genuinely insane I am so desperate for season two it’s not healthy. Cute aftercare… im going to explode ┗( T﹏T )┛

Bonbonsue July 25, 2024 4:40 am

Ik because this story is Hayden’s pov and it’s more focus on how Hayden see Brett. But Brett have too many beautiful, handsome moments and Hayden just have a few moments. Like Hayden supposed to be a Pretty top…I not get enough Hayden’s Pretty boy moments T T

    mhegatron July 25, 2024 4:49 am

    preach! there's only some moments of Hayden being all pretty but for sure we're gonna have more in some future chapters

    RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼ July 25, 2024 5:02 am

    Hayden is not showy guy he wear common clothes and stay pretty silent guy he is kinda introverted guy and Brett is extroverted both are polar opposite of each other.

    Bonbonsue July 25, 2024 5:08 am
    preach! there's only some moments of Hayden being all pretty but for sure we're gonna have more in some future chapters mhegatron

    Yeah, maybe will get more Hayden pretty moments in Brett’s pov

    Bonbonsue July 25, 2024 5:16 am
    Hayden is not showy guy he wear common clothes and stay pretty silent guy he is kinda introverted guy and Brett is extroverted both are polar opposite of each other. RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼

    You got me wrong, I mean like the moment Brett smiles happily or looks beautiful in Hayden's eyes, or at least some the handsome moment like when Brett takes off his helmet, like Brett have too many Beautiful moments, not that I want Hayden well-dressed and showy. Also, you think Brett dresses well? he mostly just wears black t-shirts and jeans throughout ss1 lol at least Hayden changed his shirt.

    RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼ July 25, 2024 5:25 am
    You got me wrong, I mean like the moment Brett smiles happily or looks beautiful in Hayden's eyes, or at least some the handsome moment like when Brett takes off his helmet, like Brett have too many Beautiful m... Bonbonsue

    I forgot it's American touched, anyway Hayden do look good in everything (especially without clothes lol) and Hayden is shy type but I like Brett clothes more he wears mostly tight clothes and his personality is somewhat unique, so i mostly notice Brett more than Hayden sometimes so i didn't notice Hayden changed his shirt. Even though I read it like 3 times now ( ̄∇ ̄")

Bonbonsue July 24, 2024 2:10 pm

Brett is so breedable I’m crying

Bonbonsue July 18, 2024 3:52 pm

Idk but I like the episode where they talk to each other, even though it's more like arguing, but the fact that two people gradually listen and understand each other better is very important if they want something more, because it's not simply about liking each other will be successful in dating. Honestly, I'm crazy about their dynamic but right now they're not compatible with each other at all, they don't even really know each other very well, it's clear to see this date between the two of them failed in misunderstandings and arguments, and I like that lol if it was that simple then there wouldn't be anything to worry about. If they still want to develop a relationship, they should have more random silly date tbh lol.

Bonbonsue July 12, 2024 7:09 pm

The interesting thing is that Hayden himself is not a completely reliable perspective. His feelings are real, and Hayden may be right about some things about Brett but not all, because the two of them are in the process of getting to know each other. Many people immediately believe that Brett rejected, or did not have feelings for Hayden because Hayden felt hurt or had low self-esteem, but that does not mean Brett really felt that way. Hayden himself, due to the influence of the opinions of others (who also did not know Brett well) and his own low self-esteem, always imposed Brett according to their feelings. Note that from Hayden's perspective, Brett's personality (from Hayden's perspective) also gradually changed, Brett was previously an obnoxious person who Hayden was only attracted to sexually, gradually Brett appeared to be a friendly and cheerful person, it is not difficult to see that Hayden is actively attracted to energetic and outgoing people, and gradually because of that he began to like Brett more than just sexually. You can see that the image of Brett through Hayden's eyes is not 100% correct, and Hayden's feelings about Brett will and will always change. Readers cannot just believe Hayden, but must pay attention and analyze Brett's actions, to guess how Brett really feels. That's why I like this manhwa, it is built very realistically in this aspect, just because you are advised that the other person is bad, doesn't mean that it is true, you have to observe for yourself and draw your own conclusions, but that doesn't mean your perspective is completely correct, this world is not as simple as black and white, that's why it takes a lot of time to exchange views to understand each other or maintain a good relationship with each other.

Bonbonsue July 11, 2024 1:37 am

Has no one noticed yet? Brett still has 2 unexplained bite marks on him. And the semen is between his legs, which means there is a scene after that but the author didn't reveal it. Maybe after that Brett led Hayden to have sex in a "gentler" way like not inserting but using the inner thigh, Hayden still bit Brett's shoulder out of habit.

    Bonbonsue July 11, 2024 1:40 am

    As i hope, we will see this secret scene when hayden remembers everything…..

    tiredrandom July 15, 2024 1:02 am

    Oh that would explain why Hayden sees unconsciously Brett as his mate , no?
    They probably continued and since he was on his rut, he bit Brett and his mind has marked him as his mate.

    Heairt July 15, 2024 4:00 am

    This is kind of funny to me bc after all of that he still let Hayden hit maybe in season 2 we’ll see it but I doubt it, maybe that’s where the bond started?? Idk

    omfg July 18, 2024 7:28 pm
    Oh that would explain why Hayden sees unconsciously Brett as his mate , no?They probably continued and since he was on his rut, he bit Brett and his mind has marked him as his mate. tiredrandom

    ohh u were right he bonded with him

Bonbonsue July 4, 2024 9:00 pm

I think what makes this relationship feel incompatible is not simply social status, different opinions, different personalities... But also because Brett can freely interfere in Hayden's life a lot, while Hayden can only do so (or even show interest) when Brett actively invites Hayden, for example, inviting Hayden to a charity party. Otherwise, Hayden doesn't know anything about Brett. He only knows that Brett is a crazy rich eccentric, addicted to pheromones. Many people think that Hayden always wanted a serious relationship, but I think Hayden is the one who wanted this relationship to be only sexual, until he gradually developed feelings for Brett, because he didn't trust and hated Brett, and using each other for sex was the only agreement between them. The fact that this relationship could even develop into a romantic relationship is because Brett is the one who keep pushing and blurred that line, whether intentionally or not. Brett is trying to act like he has no plans for a serious relationship after putting so much effort into Hayden? Who is he fooling?

    DojaCat:/ July 6, 2024 9:57 pm

    Exactly, Brett clearly wants more with Hayden, but I wonder why he chose Hayden. I'm excited to learn about his past, but I feel like it has something to do with abandonment and having a life of freebies that resulted in Brett wanting something that only he can control and be himself with. they both like each other tbh

    Bonbonsue July 7, 2024 2:09 am

    I think Brett chose Hayden because they are somewhat similar? Both of them are affected by unwanted "instincts" that affect their current lives, as Brett said, he also tried "normal" until everything was pushed too far and exploded. At first, Brett might have just been probing Hayden like many other people he was interested in, but after learning about Hayden's past, he realized that their circumstances were somewhat similar (?) + the intense fucking in ch.3+4. Brett believes that Hayden is the only one who can satisfy + cooperate with him at this time. Not counting the sexual aspect, cooperating with Hayden is quite advantageous because Hayden is the type of person who lives a closed life, which ensures Brett maintains his Alpha image. Since finding a suitable partner is very difficult, it is reasonable that Brett wants to keep his relationship with Hayden as comfortable and fair as possible.

Bonbonsue July 4, 2024 3:54 am

Many people say Brett is so masochistic that he has to have sex with Hayden even if he gets injured. It's a bit contradictory, but I feel like Brett in this chapter is more worried than horny. Brett didn't even look like he wanted to have sex that day, but because he texted Hayden and got no response, Brett had to rush to Hayden's houseto check. I think Brett is doing the right thing in the deal, despite his condition. Speaking of being responsible to this extent... there's no way Brett isn't serious about Hayden.

    gravy July 4, 2024 5:48 am

    This is such a great way to look at it! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Bonbonsue July 4, 2024 6:33 am
    This is such a great way to look at it! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ gravy

    I find people easily fooled by Brett's carefree appearance. If you look closely, Brett is actually the type of person who is always calculating and caring for others. Sometimes I even find him a bit too nosy. Brett definitely has feelings for Hayden, it's just that for some reason (Pride?) he still limits himself from showing his special feelings for Hayden (even though his actions betray him)

    gravy July 4, 2024 7:59 am
    I find people easily fooled by Brett's carefree appearance. If you look closely, Brett is actually the type of person who is always calculating and caring for others. Sometimes I even find him a bit too nosy. B... Bonbonsue

    In the beginning when Brett first approached Hayden, it was never shown implicitly, but I get the feeling that Brett watched Hayden for a while after maybe sensing his pheromones (just based on how Brett is like in the later chapters). That's the only explanation I have for how Brett may have chosen Hayden to make the proposition he made. Was that ever explained or implied anywhere?

    dulcedays July 4, 2024 11:54 am

    agreeee brett is literally FLYING/rushing back after his game in another state to make it in time for hayden's rut (and didn't even eat dinner) that's not what you do if you're just horny! brett has constantly been paying attention to hayden and caring for his needs even if he himself doesn't see them as the result of any feelings

    Bonbonsue July 4, 2024 12:20 pm
    agreeee brett is literally FLYING/rushing back after his game in another state to make it in time for hayden's rut (and didn't even eat dinner) that's not what you do if you're just horny! brett has constantly ... dulcedays

    yeah, i feel like everyone is underestimating how much effort it takes to build and maintain a relationship with Hayden.

    blackberry July 4, 2024 4:59 pm

    imo what makes this dynamic “appealing” is that brett seems to not care while hayden looks desperate, so i can’t wait for the moment hayden finds out it’s reciprocated lol

    Bonbonsue July 4, 2024 8:20 pm
    imo what makes this dynamic “appealing” is that brett seems to not care while hayden looks desperate, so i can’t wait for the moment hayden finds out it’s reciprocated lol blackberry

    The interesting thing is that even though it seems like Hayden is the only one who thinks and worries about this relationship, the truth is that Brett puts the most effort into this relationship. Brett learns and observes a lot about Hayden, from the past, to health problems, his rut cycles, even the acting dream that Hayden seem to gave up... while Hayden only starts to care about what kind of person Brett really is until chapter 18.

    blackberry July 4, 2024 8:42 pm
    The interesting thing is that even though it seems like Hayden is the only one who thinks and worries about this relationship, the truth is that Brett puts the most effort into this relationship. Brett learns a... Bonbonsue

    yep exactly, i like brett a lot

Bonbonsue June 22, 2024 1:37 am

This is truly a story that is completely different from most of the usual romance genres. If you just skim through it, you will hardly be able to see the feelings of the characters, especially Brett. Not only do we not see his POV, but the way he expresses his feelings for Hayden is also extremely calculated and subtle. At first glance, it seems that Brett is quite indifferent to this relationship, but if you pay close attention to what he does, you will realize how much effort he has put in just to maintain his relationship with Hayden. In ep.7, right after hearing the conversation between Hayden and his friend about Scott, Brett immediately sent a text message to inform that he would come to Hayden's house to divert Hayden's attention from Scott to himself. Even if there is only the slightest possibility that Hayden will change his mind, Brett will quickly find a way to solve it right away. He even thought about inviting Scott for a 3some just to solve the worries between Hayden and Scott. He invited Hayden to go to the gym to improve Hayden's physical strength as well as bring other benefits useful for Hayden's personal development, to ensure that Hayden would not feel disadvantaged when cooperating with him. And other side thing like protecting Hayden from Nathan’s malicious attention.
Brett's subtle concern for Hayden really goes far beyond a fwb relationship.
At first glance, it seems that Brett is just a rich bastard who doesn't mind spending money to keep Hayden, but in reality, it's not that simple. To bring what Hayden really needs, Brett has to observe and care about Hayden a lot to be able to make such decisions. Even though he is careful, it seems that Hayden's suspicion of Brett is too high, so it's counterproductive. However, Brett's efforts are also rewarded through the fact that Hayden is increasingly attracted to Brett to the point that Hayden is willing to die for Brett.

    Heairt June 24, 2024 3:23 pm

    PREACH god I just love the subtleties of this manhwa like I didn’t even catch that in chapter 7 lol. Brett is literally one of the best characters in all the BL I’ve ever read, his complexities make him shine so much. This manhwa is a gem i thank the fates every day that the short story got serialized. It’s just so fun analyzing these characters

    gravy June 24, 2024 5:35 pm

    I wish I can like your comment more than once! Your explanation is so well thought out and I'm kicking myself for missing the subtlety of Brett's affections towards Hayden. I'm rereading it again just so I can go back and see the things you pointed out. Thank you!

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