I was about to drop it after the whole "who told you we were dating??" thing that I usually really despise ,I starting reading again bcz i forgot i dropped it lol and I'm happy I did.
Even if MC is delusional I like how is portrayed as an adult, just a naive one.
I feel like this mc is getting more and more depth as the story goes on while staying true to his personality (bubbly) and it's so enjoyable to see!
Of course even if he's delusional about his engagement he has with tae-soo evolving into a romantic relationship, I also like that he's not being described as someone enduring this situation but rather seeking an advantage in it just like tae-soo does.
i dont understand he comment who bring up jinx cuz so far there was only consensual sex here???
Honestly I love the plot/storyline and it makes me think of solo leveling a little bit..
Just a more horny,sexually disturbed version.
It's been a while since I stopped reading bl with non-con (so u can imagine i don't read much of them anymore or only manga instead of webcomic lol)
However I didn't mind bcz the story was still really interesting and the sexual violence/abuse was also on par with the characterization of team 1 members who are obviously all mentally unwell and fucked up..
But I didnt expected to have so much free porn with how good the story is. And really I mean the (non-consensual)sex scene(more like WHOLE CHAPTERS) were wasted bcz yugeon ability were never higlighted during the smut (beside w/ the commander and even then..) It alsmost feel like a plot hole bcz the first encounter with the commander,just a heated kiss brought him back from going rampant so technically he's a supper powerful guide and yet it never really showed with the other team one members??
Like canonically he should be able to guide any mild and recent injuries and pains with just a touch but its like it would take away the "reason" of having so much smut (bcz of course he can partially heal the strongest S class w/ a heated kiss but HAVE TO BE double dicked down to heal weaker S class/A class hunters...right)so his abilities were put in the background to be "retcon" and redefined every time its convenient.
My only theories in favor of the author is that :
1- yugeon is actually not that good of a guide and just hypercompatible w/ the commander (altough if he wasnt that good he would already be dead with all that gangr**e with the rest of team 1)
2- He abilities are never the stake for team 1 and it's all mind games to break him/have fun, which again ill be fine with (since it fits their characters )but then there's no psychological tag...
Does it ever get serious ?? not even their relationship juste the trope ? like more twenty chapters in it keeps getting more and more ridiculous idk
I get that the mc is supposed to have comedic relief/side to him as opposed to the always serious and dramatic top but the way it's executed is not my thing... beside draguing a misundesranting from chapter 1 for 20 (TWENTY) chapter is way too long bruh...is the top gonna believe he was blackmail until they get together ?? lol i think im gonna drop this one
It's really good tho just not my style.
Honestly I loved it, and when I thought it coulnd't get any better, near the end, they even incorporated real queer couple struggles instead of having them constantly in a bubble. (anxiety of outside looks, showing affection in public) etc..
But I have to say the last chapters made me unlike yoonseul...he 's crazy ???like his behavior was so nonsensical and scary to me genuinely i now know this kind of love is not for me lol it would make me run away.
To be fair I still think he's well written and I liked that he's self aware and that most of his anger is from being upset at his own behavior and reaction....
..But still how dense and stupid and privileged and uncultured about your boyfriend's sexuality are u to not understand why he would freak out in public ?? Specially when you yourself in high school said disguting things to him for liking a boy ???
I do believe a rl queer couple would have understand that fast bcz it's unfortunately something many deal with.
The brown haired guy is a pushover and the actor is very unlikable (for the 3 chapters I've read) even outside of the blackmail so yeah it's a no for me I can't even finish it.
(I'm sorry but brown haired being like "omg he is so caring of others and diligent in his work kyaaa" just bcz sora is learning his script which is his job, while kakeru had to stand in an 1 hour long waiting line just to get him his favourite dish + take his class notes for him is fucking ridiculous , that boy is a victim for real he suffers cognitive dissonance)
I love how even after 2 volume we still dont know their gender to really higlight how gender really just don't matter sometimes . Some ppl may think its clumsy or for comedic relief but to me its obvious the author is just making a point about how we should stop center gender in all our actions/interaction cuz who care yk?
But i feel like everyone just forget that (or maybe didn't realize) that Abe is a major asshole too. Haruki was very young and didn't even recognize the admiration respect he felt as a crush. He didn't even initiated anything in the flashbacks, Abe (his mentor/superior at the time) kissed him first and same when they had sex for the first time. Sure hiroki was not a kid and should've put a stop to that but abe took advantage of his crush and admiration to me.
i mean he obviously has the right to be mad at blue hair being so frustrating but ,dude if u love him too what stopped you from saying it first?? like nigga u a coward too but u get mad blue hair is too scared to confess, okay then why don't YOU confess first?? huh? anyway everything turned out fine and at the end n blue hair has obviously more balls since he actually overcome the fear of rejection his brother pass onto him
And I really like that alternative prophecy ! Ngl at first I was thinking about an affair or something about vercike falling in love with cain trying to steal agio's lover..
But the idea that the church made it about the human race by centering the story around themselves is something that I dig (with vercike and ken and agio resolving that ancient feud together)
But anyway it might à trick from that vanpire! I really just wanted to share my thoughts bcz I'm really just binge reading this so I'll find out soon ig lol
Well...2 things can be true at the same time turn out