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First story was so damn hurtful to read, this extreme selfhatred from the character for such a small reason really got to me, the rape where he realized he didn't want that pain anymore was brutal and broke my heart.
Also the theme of running away without thinking about the meaning of the words from the other person in the second story kinda opened my eyes in a way... He literally thought he did something wrong and blamed himself for no reason... Both stories felt so real that I'm happy that both of them have an understanding partner on their side! >~<