lmfao this reminded me of when i was younger i used to hate love because my dad cheated on my mom during the time she was pregnant with my lil sis and she almost got ran over by his car while he was coming back with his side chick (she was only one of a few) when he thought my mother wouldn't be home and i saw it all as a lil kid and how she sufferend a lot and it traumatized my childhood and then she forgave him but got her revenge by cheating on him too and then there was also my uncle that cheated on my aunt with a teen girl and my grandma also got cheated on by her husband who got another woman pregnant and my cousin cheated on her bf and didn't even regret it or felt bad about it and i saw all of the cheated ones suffering and thought "F*CK i'm NEVER falling in love and getting into a relatioship. EVER. love is a very f(cked up shit." and to this day i still fear love and have trust issues but it's not as bad as before
Argh, that sounds awful. I've got a similar deal but it's more along the lines of not believing in it and just seeing it as an excuse for all the shit I've seen at this point. I can't have relationships because of it and another fear sprouted from a similar thing that I'm slowly getting over. It's awful and takes time/maturing, I have my fingers crossed for ya.
uke was so in love with the seme that i think he wouldn't mind it if he found out about the manipulation as well, which is sad and worrisome. i mean the rape he said he could have kicked him or smth but in that situation he was feeling good and then suddenly the seme just shoved his cock in his ass, most people would be too shocked to even move, specially if you were previously feeling good so it would be too confusing as well to even react so it was still terrible, uke was too easy to manipulate he seemed so naive that poor boy
yup, it was manipulation from the very start
this story is very confusing, not very romantic and fast paced but art is pretty
"why should i care?" i mean, even if i dislike someone and cut them out of my life i still do a little search about them to see if they're fine and i'm glad to see they're doing well because to me they're a person, they aren't reduced to what happened between us. it would mean even more if we had this sort of relationship, because even if it's over, we learned with them and learned from this. we can see yoo il isn't really satisfied, he's blocking out thoughts from the past, but they're all still there. if he was really over it, he would think of the past with no grudges, he wouldn't try to forget or block those memories, he would reflect on it and think "well, it was bad, we both made mistakes, but i'm glad we're both well now, and now i love this person right here because this and that". no, it's still there even if he found someone new, because all that still matters a lot to him in a bad way, as we can see when he's still remembering and comparing (when he says "doing it different to a certain person") to his current relationship as if trying to prove something to himself. but i don't regret reading this, it's just that... it left a lot of things unsaid and unresolved. it didn't feel like an ending, felt more like some sort of incomplete cirle of sadness and bitterness. this story is sad, what i got from this is that life sucks and sometimes it just sucks, no deep meanings behind it, no hopes for the future, no moral messages, it simply sucks and that's it.
（￣へ￣）uke tutor from first story was really insensitive
If will didnt have feelings for his own brother this manga would have been perfect
grown up kanata was smokin HOT he looks like one of those male leads in shoujo mangas ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
why do disturbing and bizarre and creepy shit always instigates my curiosity?
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