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Is it this one?

Yesss that’s it! Thank youuuuuuu (づ￣ ³￣)づ

No problem <3

try
https://www.novelupdates.com/stag/omegaverse/
its like a collection and novleupdates lead you where you can read the chaps
also if you want to buy, try searching on amazon
https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss/143-7974785-5042861?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=omegaverse&rh=n%3A283155%2Ck%3Aomegaverse

AO3

just found this site (was also interessted after your suggest.)
https://www.wattpad.com/stories/omegaverse/hot

https://archiveofourown.org

https://archiveofourown.org

More specifically,

https://archiveofourown.org/works/search?utf8=✓&work_search%5Bquery%5D=Omegaverse

Thank yoooooo!

Kikoeru?
One of my faves!

"I depend on the comfort of people too much."
I acted like I was busy. Cramming my schedule trying to paint over the fact that I'm trying to run away from that feeling. And with that, I met people who also ran away to forget. Because of them, I am no longer alone.

my first year of high school was a mess because of a "friend" whom i though was my best friend. she befriended me just to know my secrets and tattle it to the bullies in class..

the rest of the years of my high school was what i called hell. i seek to have another best friend but she only treat me as a friend since she has found a new best friend. she hated to be seen with me.

i almost lost hope and have become used to being alone. i have 4 friends but i don't open much about myself with them since i got traumatized already. the bullies are all kind to my friends except me. so my friends are staying with me because of pity but they are not including me with their get together and parties. it even came to the point of thinking what could have been their reactions if i die. but then, what made me strong was the thinking of, "if i ever die, they'll be happy, i won't give that happiness to them and will continue to annoy them with my existence" so I persevere.

the day of the graduation was the happiest day of my life. while the whole class is crying saying they'll miss each other, i was celebrating inside and promised myself not to attend any reunion and start all over again in college. so mostly, my friends are from college.

I'm a rather independent and private person so I've always been alone most of time. I don't feel lonely because it's my preferred state. Friends are just a convenience connection to make my life easier, like having assignment, etc. I also am not interested in going out, so most of the time I keep myself busy with my own interest in my own space.

I keep my relationship with friends at moderate so you wouldn't think I'm outcast but a rather queit person. I'm not though, unless you had my interest then I can also be a chatter box. If you asked me how my high school life was, you would get a blank face. It took me a few minutes to think hard and I think there's still few things that I forget to mention but ehh.

Highschool can get stressful, you want to be involved in certain things but truly you start wondering how far you are willing to go to get it. I was in a highschool full of couples and people always being together in groups meanwhile I just wondered group to group getting to know everybody, I only felt truly connected to on person but it turned out to be just temporarily because she hanged out with others right after and rarely talked to me. The thing is that I really don't mind it though, I as a young child I have been told over and over that you will never have true friends in this world, so I almost never open up to anyone. I just try to distract myself from that and all the negativity that would and can happen. I hope this helped.

Just remember... high school is basically the most awkward stage of your life that's gonna past you by and later on wish you could go back in time to slap your stupid young self... 95% of the people you meet in high school are either going to be a source of trauma or they just blur from your memory... so I say... don't worry too much about finding connections so you don't feel lonely... on the other hand explore and get to know yourself better because in the end you have to start by loving yourself first

Allow me to share my experience ...
So I was a top student and by top I mean top ..
I entered high school after one of my relatives came to school ..
So the thing is , I have always been alone, never bothered me much , and I was not avoided but I wasn't befriended either ,
I was focusing on what mattered to me the most ...

Things happen ..
My relative is the kind who everyone wants to befriend , she has an amazing personality , and she gained friends in no time despite coming from different region , at first I was happy for her , that goal was never mine , but he thing is.
She was hanging out with me all the time while we were young and now she wasn't so I don't knôw why , I started to feel so so lonely ...and I felt I would regret messing up what supposed to be greatest days of my life and so on ..

I did the thing I regret most in life ...like really regret most in life ....
I changed to fit ..
I tried copying my relatives personality that made her gain popularity and I dropped the things mattered to me the most , I became the worst version of me possible , and I was so uncomfortable with myself

The funny thingithingisi didn't get any friends and it stayed the same , only i changed ,
It made me furious and I started to change to a way worse version , w..it was like an unspoken rule not to befriend two relatives at the same time...my cousin of course was the one to be befriended , I felt so Mich envy ..I hates myself for it



Now I'm distorted and lonely , and I hardly recognize myself , I don't know what is fake or what is not ...I came to hate this self I became so much,
I tried to go back to the old me , almost so hard , I am working on it , but the problem , people around me are used to the fucked up version of me ....
My grades were worst ever and I had no motivation whatsoever ...

No I am trying hard to come back to me , but I have been this distorted for 7 years already , that I don't remember how I used to be ...
I am now trying hard to at least do things that makes me comfortable with myself
Started focusing on what matters to me ,ME, the most ..

Bottom line ?
Never change to fit the norm , yeah I used to read a lot about stories that said the same , but experiencing things is different ,,
Never change for somebody
Never change to be loved
Remain the same and love urself for it
Remain the same and focus on what's important to u
Never change , u will come to hate who u have become and I wpont recognize urself anymore ..
What is not urs isn't urs , do ur best ur own way ,
Never change ur personality (I don't mean bad traits ) for someone ,...
U worth everything just the way u are



I wish someone told me this while I was 16 ..
It is so hard to fix ...so guard to become the normal me again ...


Sorry for the long venting , I just don't wanna someone to experience the same .

Right now I'm in High School and I fit your description. I am in a rather small town filled with small minded people. Because of that I distanced myself from everyone because no one could relate to me. Luckily I had an out, which I know many don't. I am smarter than most in my town (I'm not trying to sound conceited, it's quite literally true) so I am going to graduate a year early without even having to really try. Of course the loneliness is still there, but I realized that the environment I'm in is probably the root cause for it, so getting out of this incredibly small and bigoted town is my best option. (Although I don't think I really "deal with" my loneliness, I just found a way to live with it.)

During my first year of high school I was mostly alone. I was the only one out of my school to go to that certain high school. I feared that I was being judged cause of it, but I coped by making myself busy And just hiding out in the library. Of course, I learnt to cope with my loneliness and I just chose to be like that for the rest of my school life, though I did make a few friends along the way

Thank you everyone for participating in answering this question, and it was pretty amazing how people like you know what is happening. I hope you guys have a wonderful day and a bright future.

nu, dis does nut have an app ;-;

I legit saw a thread from 2015 about a person discussing about a mangago app and Ijust found out I think there is

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/evergreen_days/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sensei_nante_kirai_desu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yukidoke_no_koi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kono_hoshi_de_ichiban_akarui_tokoro/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kuzu_seito_to_stalker_sensei/

The first one is Shounen ai, the rest are all Yaoi, Happy Reading! x

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/young_bad_education/
Sequel: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/young_good_boyfriend/

I have marked My Fav Teacher-Student ones here - http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/53203/

i've heard that cocoa butter works but i haven't seen any results

bio oil

There is no magic cream or oil to remove them entirely. Using the right kind of moisturizer for your skin type can help reduce them over time, but the best thing is keeping the skin supple while it is stretching and while it reduces back to normal to prevent them as much as possible. That's why so many women use something like cocoa butter on their bellies and breast during pregnancy and while losing the baby weight.

coconut oil