pauwerrrs

I just wanted to know if this is happening to everyone. My images does not load at all and it has been 3 days. What do i do? I'm literally itching to read rn pls help a girly out :(

i found a bl manga but stopped reading cause its fucked up kind of stuff. i forgot the title but curiosity got the best of me i literally cant get it out my head ┗( T﹏T )┛

can u guys pls help me find it? these are the only details that i remember:
mc and older brother has no parents, older brother makes money by selling his body. mc knows abt it, in fact they're very open(?) like the older brother just get guys and have sex in their living room which is like the first thing u see once u open the door. the 2 siblings live in a small apartment btw.
what rlly shocked me was when one of the guys the OB (older bro) was with intoxicated OB cause he was kinda mad and shit. mc notice, goes to them and starts helping???? like wtf??? mc kissed his brother and then started fingering him while the dudes still there then he goes "hurry up and put it in" ????! (○ꇴ○) but i didnt drop it there yet so i kept reading cause like yknow whats the worst thing that could happen? the next day OB doesnt remember anything then mc informs OB abt this school thing and that a teacher will come to their house to talk abt school stuff. next day OB wakes up late, cleaned? i think and then went out to get something to eat with their visitor. he bought cake but when he arrived home the power was out mc was there. their power was cut, used the cnadle from the cake to have light. OB decides to go out to pay electric bill in the nearest convinience store, he gets caught by one of the guys he had sex with, the guy was pissed, he rapes OB, OB comes home bet up but not that bad, and damn i know this is pretty long and detailed but stay with me..mc says theres no electricity so theres no shower this got me confused u still HAVE water but iguess its cold um anyways mc says theres no shower and think its better i mc wipes him off..um yep.. OB says theres no need but mc still want to so OB hesitates but eventually says yes. this is the part where i dropped it off lolol so mc wipes off our OB literally right there by the door and then badabing badaboom the teacher just casually opens the door like he couldve knocked first?? and he sees the 2 and he goes "the doorbell wasnt working.." while mc was in the middle of wiping his brothers ass. i dropped it then and there cause i couldnt handle the 2nd hand embaressment. so yeathats it im sorry super long (˃︿˂) hope u guys can help me :))

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