tbh I'm still wondering... idk I just can't kill myself yet maybe I just don't have the courage to do it, it's like I'm always looking for a distraction and It feels horrible to know that.
I didn't realize it wasn't normal to be forced to watch my siblings while my mom goes to the club with her newest boyfriend of the month, while there's no food in the kitchen. I also thought it was normal for parents to complain about how much their kids ruined their futures. I even thought it was normal for her to tell me to stop complaining abou......
This is going to be a long one, looking back at it, so read what you want ig. 1. Being emotionally neglected; my parents would either always tell me to "suck it up" or spend my developing years with my brother and when they realized I was starting to pull away from them, would snap at anyone I was growing an emotional attachment to and kick them o......
Genuinely curious, what's the one thing that keeps you alive or your reason...