Read the raws and GOOOOOOOOSH DANG IT. Why you gotta fall for his manipulations time and time again. He gets mad, r***s the shit out of you, you get upset, he brings up sad shit he's been through, you feel pity, he shows you a tinsy bit of affection, you fall for it. RINSE AND REPEAT.
NOOOOO MY FIRST BL BABY IM EXTREMELY ATTACHED TO HAS GROWN UP. I CANT I FEEL SO OLD. HUHU. I CANT SEE BYUL HAVING A POTENTIAL LOVE LIFE AND DOING THE NASTY. NAURRRRR
1 step forward 3 steps back kinda shit