
Literally since day 1, Takaba has NEVER stayed put. Even Asami fucking knows this (I think he even tried to handcuff him and even that failed) , at this point If they want him to stay put they just need to have one guy carry a tranquilizer at all times or something because our boy will always find a way to get near the action or danger lol
This bad man, he really wants to of course love Park. But he doesn't trust himself more than anything.
He is afraid if he lets himself admit he loves him that he will go down the same path of abusive and neglective relationships again.
Our boy is trying to avoid not only heartbreak but having to relive his worst memories.
The fear of being alone...but fearful of what may come with not being alone as well.