I totally understand amd relate how he feels. I have a really hard time expressing and saying my feelings as well. Even to family members.
It can be mentally and emotionally difficult for some people to finally say what they really mean.
It can be really tiring as well since you know so well what you want to say. But for some reason the words just can't come out and you just stress yourself over trying to say them.
Rooting for ya buddy!! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
Translation is a tidge wonky but still it doesn't bother me!! Thank you for the update!!