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I need to find this manga where a homeless guy is picked up by a rich guy and is made to be a servant. There is a scene of the party where the servant felt sad he couldn't join the rich guy who was surrounded by girls. Another servant helped so he could be next to the rich guy by making him crossdress. Thank you for helping.
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It only took me about an hour to find the damn thing, but I did it!!! http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cherry_ichijou_lemon/mf/v01/c004/
It's not the main story, so that made it tricky. Hopefully that's the right one lol
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Well, obviously you won't know me, but I was one of the people obsessed with yaoi mangas. I would comment frequently on mangas and here. But I have been gone from this place for so long. Cause guess what?! I moved on from Mangago to Wattpad. I know!! Like what?! From mangas to books with lots of words?! Yeah, that is right. I do occasionally read mangas, but not the romance ones, ones like Black Haze, Hongdo, Black Butler, and D. Gray Man. I come back for these. Anyway, how did I start reading books with only words. Well, I got interested in Chinese BL novels. I don't know how, but yeah, I started getting interested in them.
I started first being interested in reading Feng Yu Jiu Tian novel. I never had the chance to read it though, but that got me searching for other chinese novels. I was really interested in The Legendary Master's Wife which was obviously a gay chinese novel. Then, with me searching for more novels, I found Wattpad, and there was a translated chinese novel on there, so I had to sign up for an account to read. From reading this Chinese novel, I found a lot more boyxboy books on Wattpad. I am on it everyday.
I do occasionally come back to reading mangas, but I don't read yaoi mangas anymore. Why? I don't know, now yaoi mangas make me cringe when I read them. But I am not going to say they are bad. I used to obsess with them, but after reading boyxboy novels that are either on Wattpad or are published to be sold by authors, I just find yaoi mangas not for me anymore. So I would like to say bye to everyone in the yaoi manga community, but like I said I will continue to read mangas that are not yaoi or romance. Bye guys!! (●'◡'●)ノ Have a beautiful day and for those of you in summer, have a beautiful summer!!
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I actually read boyxboy story's on wattpad too. But i still come here to read yaoi. I like reading, wether it is with drawings or only with words. There are many boyxboy story's on wattpad, but the most are either badly writter (which is a turn off for me) or not hot enough for me. So i still come here to read yaoi. Although there are story's on wattpad that are really good.
Anyway, you too have a beautiful day and summer if its summer at your side! And happy reading!~
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The exact same thing actually happened to me! I used to read yaoi manga every single day, but the I found fanfiction and it was just so well done and amazing that my love for manga fizzed out. I try to every once in a while, but I have realised what makes a good story and whatnot, and there are just so many things, manga, fanfiction, books, movies, that don't cut it anymore. A lot of yaoi manga make me cringe too, and i have great trouble in finding ones I actually like. My homebase is Archive Of Our Own, but I have tried Wattpad many times. I just never seem to find any good stories there, no matter how much I try! They're all either weirdly paced, badly written, have a bad story, are unrealistic or have any combination of these aspects. On AO3 I have found so many amazing stories, and I've even started buying real physical (lgbtq+ themed) books. I wasn't very active in the community, but I deemed myself a somewhat seasoned fujoshi, after reading hundreds upon hundreds of yaoi manga, but now I'm past my prime. I still read some yaoi manga, just for the sake of variety. I don't even read as much fanfiction as I used to just because of that. Now I try to switch between reading gay fanfiction, yaoi manga, drama cds, gay books and gay movies. As many forms of media as I can, as gay as they can get, in short. I feel like fanfiction is often seen as the scum of the earth, that it's just badly written smut by thirsty fangirls. Now, that might somewhat be the case, but it's so much more than that. I have read thousands of fanfics and can with confidence say that I have read things on professional level. There are stories with such high quality that it still blows me away to this day just the sheer quantity of it. I definitely think that fanfiction is underrated, and quickly labelled as something bad, because it can be so much more. This is the internet, and while there are a lot of shit people and shit content, there are also a LOT of talented people with amazing content. You just have to give it a proper try, is all. With everything. It might not disappoint you as much as you thought it would.
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Lol. It's true it is hard to find good books on Wattpad, I had encounter bad ones myself, but the good ones out there are truly good, I have them saved in my Archives. I don't also read on just Wattpad, I find books on goodread too. I haven't read much fanfics. Not much of a fan, but I like reading Stereks and maybe Harry/Draco.
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Well I always crave some good books! Would you mind telling me your username so I could check them out? And I really just accidentally stumbled upon Haikyuu fanfiction and became enamored with them. I have an evergrowing list of my absolute favorites, though it's on a note and not somewhere online. I've tried some other fandoms as well, and I have found some good sterek fics too. Well, I could probably ramble about this for ages so I'm just gonna stop myself here, hahah
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What is the scariest manga you ever read that sends chill down your spine? I am in the mood for reading scary mangas. Also please no ecchi it ruins the scariness.
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I liked Ibitsu a lot when I read it late one night. It reads pretty much like a horror movie so I didn't get chills so much as I just liked the scariness of it (if that makes sense (=・ω・=)
I think there's also one called Jisatsu Circle that legitimately creeped me out, though I can't remember why...
first one:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ibitsu/
second one:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/jisatsu_circle/
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0.0 Mhz: hang on through that scientific talk in the first chapters and look forward to their little "field trip"... and read it at night... when it´s raining... and you´re alone at home...^^
Fuan no Tane and Fuan no Tane Plus: short and creepy urban legends
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/uzumaki/
And I've heard other works by this mangaka, Itou Junji, are just as terrifying
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/20th_century_boys/ What sends chills down my spine are usually psychological thrillers. This manga's chalk full of inexplicable disappearances, creepy vibes (the kind you get when something monstrous comes lurking in a peaceful setting), dark conspiracies underfoot, and an enigmatic villain to top it all off. Although it's not horror, I believe the affect is the same, and it'll have anybody biting they're nails. Takes awhile to build up to it though.
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I fell in love with gloomy ukes!!!!!!
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/konbini_kun/ neet uke
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bukiyou_na_silent/ super super shy uke
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/risou_no_koibito/ gloomy insecure uke
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kaeru_no_prince_sama/
somewhat gloomy ukes ?
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Don't know why people call stockholm syndrome (dont know any other way of calling it, but i didnt really want to use this phrase) a physcological problem or a disease? It's almost like when in manga, a gay person comes out to his/her family, and their parents say that its an illness and looks for a doctor to treat it. Is it really bad to call it an illness? I am curious.
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Stockholm syndrome is when a person becomes emotionally attached or feels sympathy/positive emotions for someone who kidnapped them - it has nothing to do with yaoi. It originated when a group of people were taken hostage in Stockholm, Sweden in the 70's and is a psychological issue. It can sometimes be resolved by meeting with psychiatrists.
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Stockholm syndrome was named after a bank robbing incident in stockholm whereby the robbers kidnapped some of the people in the bank. During their rescue, instead of being relieve at being saved, some of the hostages tried to defend their kidnappers instead of corporating. Go google it.
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Has nothing to do with being gay, but rather a situation whereby a person that is forcefully held in captive by another person somehow develops attachments to the attacker
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Because it is an abnormal psychological response to trauma.
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So you believe it is a normal, positive and good thing for someone to sympathize with the person who has kidnapped them?
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Depression is a different topic, but I almost went into depression but managed to avoid it. Since, I am probably still in high school, and you are probably older, maybe you think I am naive. These types of question always come up in my mind where I sometimes desperately ask for answers and ask others for their opinion. I have been thinking of taking physcology so maybe if I do I will go further into this. So for now might as well let it go.
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It is not considered a disease. Where are you getting that idea? It is a psychological disturbance in response to a traumatic event, much like acute distress disorder. People with Stockholm syndrome are not considered crazy but they are considered to be having an abnormal psychological response. That's not harsh. It's just facts.
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What is considered as an illness is defined by people, in this case the psychiatrist and neurologist, and anything that deviates from the "normal" state of mind can be considered as a type of mental illness, regardless of whether the person himself thinks so. So, if society considers you to be insane or or mentally ill, than you are. After all, they are all labels given by other people and are not from the person himself.
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I may have accidently used the word "disease" but I am sure I did not. I said illness not disease (I am trying to be careful with my wording). The way some people react to it is as though it is an illness. And also find the word "abnormal" weird to use. But I would like to end it there, because these arguments require people who have study physcology or peopke who experince it to understand better than us(I think....) I intend to further go into this investigation when I have my time and as I study physcology.
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It's a coping mechanism your brain uses to survive. Its not a rea love that's healthy, it's a reaction to extreme stress. And it's not something that happens under normal circumstances where you're thinking clearly. It happens over time, while isolated, and your mind uses any little kindness among abuse to develop attachments. Manga portrayals aren't really accurate. Essentially your mind breaks. It might help if you think of it as a type ptsd.
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Some mangas and even manga readers misdiagnose what Stockholm Syndrome is. But I do get your point, like what is wrong with sympathizing with your captor? But in another sense, isn't it strange to have sympathy to your captor when they actually made something bad to you?
Also, it's a psychological phenomenon, perhaps the term "disorder" bothers you but, think about it. It is unusual behavior.
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Yaoi manga with rape, people is like: "I hate rape!!!" "Warning:rape"
Me: i dont care if there is rape or not as long as it is interesting. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I think seeing rape can be interesting since the sex is much more intense. No wait, rape with feelings for the victim is even more intense and much better. (My opinion. Don't hate me for my opinion.) I am a sadist. I like seeing people suffer.... Is that bad......? Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) .... nah i am proud of who I am on the inside. (=・ω・=)
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I agree. The fanbase of Yaoi is largely women so any fantasizes and sexual tensions that can be appealing will be represented in these kinds of comics. Like any sexual fantasy, (some can't seem to acknowledge that Yaoi is a kind of porn,) so yes, rape tropes will be in some of them like cosplay or whatever. I could not care whether or not the story has rape because if you are reading Yaoi hopefully you are not only mature enough to differentiate fantasy and fiction but hopefully sensible enough to know that there is a wide array to suit people of all tastes and it's rude to try to "correct" their taste by pushing your own onto them. I get rather annoyed when people are quick to complain "oh this story has rape in it, burn the thing I hated it, it's not suitable for society" or wish the story to represent reality and get livid when there's a dramatic antagonist implied in the story. Depending on the mood I can find those kinds of stories interesting or sexy and there's nothing wrong with that. Let them have their opinions but to me it just comes off as though someone who hasn't had proper sex ed is trying to stand on a soap box. Sincerely, if this was the only way a person knew about sex, via Yaoi/internet, relationships in the real world will become a bit shocking.
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Too those people, I say: of course rape is bad!! But they need to draw the line from FICTION and REALITY!!! It's like with shota and incest. We all like it in fiction 'cause of our inner sadist/masochist (we all have them >:D), we sometimes want some more intensity. But if we hear about that in real life, we would all be horrified and wish the assaulter to be tortured painfully.
Oh, but I don't like when the story's just all about rape and no plot, I like consensual PWP. :b
tl;dr: I agree with you, Toad, Anon, and Bad-Girl. (=・ω・=)
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I want to ask. According to the comments people say this manga http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shotgun_marriage/ is in Shitsuren Mania. So which chapers will you find chapter 1 to 4 of Shotgun Marriage in Shitsuren Mania?
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After reading mangas with cute or pretty ukes i thought it be interesting to have mangas with very plain ukes, not the ones with glasses and by taking them off they suddenly become cute or pretty, but where their face are actually very plain. Other characters might find the uke ugly, or just plain. The seme, I prefer it if he is hot, but its okay if he is ordinary. Thanks if you know any!!
p.s. i already read Aitsu no Daihonmei
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If you don´t mind "ugly" seme instead of uke then try Shiranai Kao chap.4 and Bannin chap.4! I don´t remember stories with really ugly or plain uke (other than the drawing style of the artist), sorry!
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Maybe these could help ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
https://www.mangaupdates.com/showtopic.php?tid=38711
https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20130307213325AAJuQlw
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kaeru_no_prince_sama/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ubawareru_koto_marugoto_zenbu/ maybe just more of a shabby slob than actually ugly, but he's basically your creepy uncle in your grandma's basement
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_o_suru_nara_kono_machi_de/ oh maybe this one too, just super plain
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shitteru_yo/ haha found it this one he's scary
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Porno Superstar ヾ(☆▽☆)
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/scarlet/tr/85093/page/180/ (3rd story. The link will take you right to the page)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/akanai_tobira/
I had asked a question about trying to find a manga and was given "Following." I tried searching but couldn't find it. Can someone link it to me? It should be a yaoi manga.
When people reply "following" it means that they would like to read the manga that you are requesting. That way they get the notification if someone answers with the correct manga.
However, there is a yaoi manga titled Follow but probably not the one you are looking for http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/follow/
ohhh
Omg
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/follow/
:P