I'd say you're actually motivated by loneliness and needing to fill the void in your life. BUT I'm no psychiatrist, so sure maybe it's curiosity.
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List here mainly consists of mangas with
Yandere -uke/seme
seme/uke who are overly possessive -
Yandere -- A character who is genuinely kind, loving, gentle,
but suddenly switching to being aggressive or deranged.
if U LIKE THE LIST THE PRESS THE BLUE RECOMMENDATION BUTTON
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- Author: Zusiha,Yepbee
- Genres: Comedy / Fantasy / Josei / Mystery / Romance / Webtoons
"ONCE I SET MY EYES ON U THERE IS NO GOING BACK I WILL RUIN U LOVE ,U YOU WOULD HATE ME BUT I WON'T LET U LEAVE ME FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES"
Part 1 - https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1694666/
Part3 - https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3152984/
•"This list is about yandere seme and possessive lover with their yandere and obsessive
As well keep checking it cuz i add some new mangas when i come across good ones.
Your Rare Insights\(^o^)/
shounen-ai ver.
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1460014/
- High
(Rating: 3.5- 5)
May include heavy words and acts
- Mild
(Rating: >2-3.4)
May Include heavy words and threats but did not commit them
- Low
May Include claiming words (you're mine) and jealousy
(Rating 1-2)
Spicy level(how intense the seg scene is)
High
Mild
Low/vanila
Others
Triggers
Notes
Highly recommend