Noya's Topics (75)

I always feel a certain way when I change the status of a book from 'now reading' to 'already read' :')

It's funny that the two people he's trying to set up like him lmaoooo

Tbh with the whole Taylor situation, I don't really get the feeling that he's thinking, "oh you're not a virgin? You're trash." Because if he was really that type of guy, I would think he'd be more of a player but he's clearly not. That and I think it's more about him being aware that Jimmy liked him but then Mason goes up to him and is all like "lol yeah we fucked" during a time period of when he thought he was so sure of Jimmy's feelings for him. I mean tbh if someone told me that someone who I like (and was 100% sure they liked me back too) fucked them the day right before we got together I'd be mad confused too. That's not to say that Taylor isn't frustrating. I wish he wouldn't put his pride over his love so easily. You can see how he did throw that away when hebwas searching for Jimmy that night and he was able to hear what the others were saying about him, but he continued. Idk I thought he was going to yknow improve but it felt like that was just a one time thing bc he's back to being afraid to show his affection. So what I'm getting at is that Taylor's not that bad of a person that everyone's making him out to be but he is a bit aggravating. He does have potential to become a better person to love, but I think that while he is the way he is NOW, he should hold off dating someone like Jimmy. Idk just my opinion

Are you for real? There's gotta be more. It feels so incomplete, and I was just getting into it, like there was little to no character development for the top and omfg I'm just so thrown off. Is this really the end?

Everyone is commenting about how he might be pregnant but like yknow if you stick something fucking huge that you prolly can't take in your ass, you can die? Like it's happened irl w Mr. Hands, I think was his name? But y'all could be right like honestly anything can happen in this manga like that drink might have made his body change to make it able to carry a child, or like he idk.

This whole time I was just like "is it possible?" "It doesn't look safe" like bro that ass of his is beyond holy if he can take a whole ass giant in him like I see you but omg I hope he can like yknow function afterwards bc if he fr start playing basketball like my mans Trey then imma be dead

Honestly, I think that he should end up with Hyun. From what I've seen, the whole relationship with Minyul seems a bit constricting and almost maybe borderline toxic, depending on what you define as a truly toxic relationship. Minyul actually made the MC feel really low, when they got into what I believe was their first real argument where Minyul had already blocked the MC from being able to easily contact Hyun. This made him feel like he really had no one. Like I don't know about you, but why would you make the person you care about feel so shitty. He's allowed to have friends, he's allowed to talk to whoever he wants. When Minyul gets jealous, the MC would know and do his best to comfort him. When you're with someone a little jealousy is okay, but when it's very repetitive it turns into a problem. Yes, I know that he's like that from his past traumas with relationships, but I just don't understand why he chose to get into a relationship so quickly if he knew that he can't handle the constant paranoia. Why would you ask someone to be in a relationship knowing that your traumas can possibly make them feel miserable. Here's a tip about relationships: if your partner makes you feel like you have to solve their problems for them (they might not directly ask but you feel like because you're in a relationship with them you have to), you probably should just take a break from them until they promise to resolve it. I think that maybe Minyul should have resolved his problems before thinking about getting into a relationship. Minyul is constantly thinking about making the MC only his, when he knows that if the MC knew about what lengths he's gone to do that, he would probably feel disappointed/afraid/betrayed/ect. Hyun, however, has stated that as long as the MC is happy, that's all that matters to him. The only problem that I can see with him is in the way he expresses himself. It can come off as confusing (if you're as oblivious as the MC) but he does well to remind himself that he doesn't have to be the source of the MCs affections, as long as he's happy and smiling. Honestly, he has my respect for being able to give up his possible relationship (I don't want to say to be able to give up his love because someone can still love someone even if they choose not to get into a relationship with them) just because the MC is already smiling because of someone else. I don't know. Those are honestly my personal opinions so people are free to disagree lmao. I wrote a hella lot but woah I just feel so much for Hyun who does his best to hold back and a bit agitated that the MC can't see that he cares so much for his happiness, comfort, and well-being. Though because Hyun isn't good at expressing himself and the MC isn't a mind reader, I guess that's understandable. Still though, kudos to you if you actually read this all.

Kinda spoilers if you want to read what people have to say before starting to read this??
By the way if you're one of those people, I HIGHLY recommend this like, it's that good.



This was probably the best thing I've read. I felt my own emotions following the main character. I was able to feel his own sense of loneliness, and as he was talking to his boss (the moment he was introduced), even I was able to feel his quick love. It's weird because when mangas make characters fall in love to quickly, they're usually boring, but this, this was so beautiful. You're able to understand why he fell in love so quickly almost to a point it feels extremely relatable. When the main character wanted to distance himself from the boss, but found it difficult to, it was almost as if I myself was feeling his internal struggle for/with him. Literally, my heart felt like it was being squeezed when the boss said "it's not like that" after he slept with him. I can't explain it but even though it wasn't towards me, I felt probably what was close to his emotions at that moment. Honestly, I never give stars to mangas but I will for this one. This is just so good.

Chapter 4? Wack

The last time we saw Lihuan he came out to his dad sjksjsk still waiting for that reaction lowkey