Noya's Topics (75)

I feel like deep down, some part of me thinks cirrus is valid for crashing out

Yes, their starting dynamic was messed up. It will always be messed up, and ugly and disgusting but they’re both aware of that, and are accepting of it. I think this story was really well thought out and their feelings are twisted in a sense, yet really heart provoking. It was a really good read, so I’m a bit confused as why some people didn’t understand the story because I personally thought it was really fleshed out. I even started crying one the second last chapter because my heart truly broke for these two. Perhaps they skimmed through the story, but just be aware this manga is also tagged as psychological.

DUDE DONT TELL ME HE ACTUALLY WENT AND BOUGHT A WIG

Y’all saying you don’t see the character development bc he’s doing the bare minimum but him doing the bare minimum IS the character development he was a total ass before bruh so him developing into someone who knows he’s done wrong and wants to make it up to Na-kyum in his own way is definitely development compared to where he was before

IF THE PERSON I WAS GIVING HEAD TO WAS ON THEIR PHONE WHILE I WAS DOING IT MY SELF CONFIDENCE WOULD PLUMMET TO ZERO PLEASE

WHO HAS LINKS TO THE RAWS PLEASE SEND THEM

Just who tf is he dating? The brother? Maru? He said I wonder if we’re really dating I think to the brother because he responded that he doesn’t feel as desperate to see the MC because he sees him almost every day and I know that Maru still holds feelings towards MC, but the kiss??? I know kpop idols can’t really date but there’s always times when idols date in secret so it wouldn’t surprise me. If I had to say I would think that the two are dating the MC? Because the brother’s remark about how he doesn’t feel that way because he sees him everyday sort of gives me the feeling that yes he loves the MC as much as his brother loves the MC as well. Then he goes on to say it’s a different kind of warmth but I’m happy with how things are now which confuses me. Is he telling MC he’s okay that he’s at least getting to do physical stuff with him while MC and Maru are the ones sort of officially dating within the three and Maru knows and let’s his brother be intimate with the MC while he’s working? Idk that makes more sense than the three all dating but yknow still sort of weird and confusing. That would kind of explain the are we really dating remark, if taken under the context of ‘I see and am more intimate with my boyfriends brother than I am with my own boyfriend and he even allows it. Are we really dating?’ But that might be a bit reading a little too into it. I’m just trying to make sense of this sudden time skip and weird open ending that implied an actual ending but did everything in its power not to let the reader know of the ending.

IM BEGGING I NEED TO KNOW WHO THE END GAME IS ITS ALREADY HARD ENOUGH READING THIS BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT IM GETTING

Fuck I cried so much reading this, I skipped a meal because I don’t want my family to ask why my eyes are red and swollen, and why my nose is red and stuffy

I have never had a stronger urge to kill someone until today