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For those who don’t understand the sudden shift in the relationship between the main couple: I believe Yoogun is looking at blondie not as the disgusting evil thing he is but as a salvation board, if blondie disappears he will either kilo himself or drawn in emptiness. His brain is in survival mode, it’s a sad situation, mc is gaslighting himself into liking blondie because he already knows and is familiarized with the pain Blondie brings, it’s a known evil, if he repelled him, the other option would be facing the pain, loneliness, GUILT he feels over the passing of his beloved brother.
You said it so well. His mind is so twisted. Moreover that sadness of losing his brother might be too much on him, that made him relied on that commander guy.
I normally love spoilers but I wish I hadn’t seen it before reading this story. It’s so good, please read it all, don’t give up after the 1st chapter, it’s is so worthy