Here I go writing think pieces again.
I know this is a short story and I like reading it back every now and then because I like it but I was reading this time and I decided to look too far into details that may not mean anything.
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Ultimately, everyone's relationship in this manga except for Ohno and Mahiro's is surface level. I think that's what's so interesting to me.
For starters, I know this is a short light story about unrequited love and such but I find it interesting that we never find out Chiho's full name. This could just be because she's only important to push Mahiro and Sousuke together. Of course the characters know each others full names, but I find it interesting that the reader isn't told her full name because WHO she is as a person really isn't important in the story.
Mahiro thinks about Chiho but it only seems to come up when she's feeling bad about pinning on Sousuke. On the other hand, we've seen Chiho think of Mahiro when she wonders what her opinion would be about one of her outfits for the school festival. We never really see Chiho and Mahiro hang out that much, and the times that we do they're studying and it seems they usually go to Chiho's house. That makes me wonder if Chiho is usually the one to reach out so they can hang out. We don't really see them hanging out outside of studying or maybe that one scene where they watch a movie together. It makes me wonder if they're even really close enough to call each other best friends or friends bc it seems like they're just acquaintances at most.
2) Speaking of Mahiro, I know it was basically love at first sight but I can't help but think her attraction was heightened because she wanted the relationship that Sousuke and Chiho had. She moved three times in one year, and seems to never be rooted in one place. That can be a very traumatic experience for kids to go through so it's no wonder that she's not great at making friends. Also, in chapter 3 when she thinks "I don't have room to get in-between them." I know she tried to shake that train of thinking off but I just kept wondering if she actually "liked" Sousuke, or if she liked the relationship that he and Chiho had and wanted that for herself. I think this goes into the instability in her life with moving so much because of her dads job, she wishes she had a close friend and what that would be like. She sees the stable friendship that Sousuke and Chiho have from the outside and wants that for herself. I can't blame her for seeing a stable relationship and wanting to experience it to.
With her "considerate" attitude, I can't blame her for it too much because she's probably been told her whole life to think of how her dad or others felt, "oh this is just how it is and it's very hard for all of us including your dad, it's just how it is." She even gave her bigger room to her sister so she wouldn't throw a tantrum. No one thinks of how she feels lol.
Speaking of this, her dad just needs to be a working man on the road while the family lives in one spot or he needs to find another job because it's very irresponsible to keep uprooting your family like that. From what Mahiro has said, they've been consistently moving a lot since she was a kid, they need to rest.
3) Moving on to Sousuke, I couldn't help but wonder if he likes the fact that Mahiro is a push-over. I know he said that she's considerate, but let's keep it real... she's a push-over. "I can't seem to leave you alone," Alright...
I think this also goes into Sousuke's dynamics with his friends, peers, and family. His dad doesn't seem to be home very much, if he's even in the picture, which would lead Sousuke to becoming the main masculine figure in the house. I say this because his mother doesn't seem to whine about getting tickets to the school festival for her, the dad, and the younger brother.. Just her and the younger brother. I know he was in the third chapter in the flashback (cut off but we still see him) but we don't really see him afterwards. He could be working elsewhere tbh but he doesn't seem to be very present from what we can tell.
Being relied on by his mom and younger brother probably gives him a lot of validation but over time that can turn into resentment especially since his mom doesn't seem too strict or mature. We already see that Chiho relies on him sometimes, but I think as they grew older she relied on him less because she stood up on her own. I wonder if this is a reason he doesn't like her romantically because she doesn't "need" him.
Then there's something about Sousuke saying to Mahiro, "when you smile it makes me like myself." In the last chapter that doesn't quite sit right with me. I thought it was cute the first time I read it but as I've continued to come back and re-read, I'm now rubbing my chin about this.
4) Does Chiho actually like Sousuke or does she like the feeling of superiority she gets with being around him? It's the latter, she said it herself. He's good at sports, popular, and sought after and because she's closest to him and everyone wants to be her because of that then it means she's special. She gets validation just by being with him, she gets to be "not like other girls." I think she has a valid reason for liking him as they've always been together, and he's been a comforting piler in her life but I think it's just puppy love tbh.
That being said, when she confronts him if he's thinking about Mahiro because she's "her" friend or if she's Mahiro. I thought that was interesting choice of words tbh. I think she also worries being or feeling left out (symbolism with the popsicles) I wonder if her saying Mahiro was "her" friend was Chiho feeling possessive of her, or Chiho trying to jab Sousuke for making her feel cast aside. I wouldn't blame her if she felt that way since he went over to her house to ask Chiho to the bbq and to invite Mahiro, when they were at the festival he blurted out that he asked Mahiro to join then ran off when he saw her, then brought her up at the festival instead of giving her a proper answer to her confession.
I can't help but wonder if Sousuke was aware of Chiho's feelings this entire time and chose not to think about them just to make himself feel comfortable. But if he did know, bringing up Mahiro constantly would seem a bit cruel. Especially when he said, he said "we might be even closer than with you, Chiho!" Like... why would you say that??? (He's jealous and wants to be the closest one to Mahiro but still lmao)
If they "were" that close, we should have seen Sousuke and Chiho's goodbye just as we saw Mahiro and Chiho's because they've known each other longer. The ending made me wonder if they even kept in contact with Chiho after they started dating for a month because it seems like her and Mahiro didn't talk during that time... which is strange if they're besties?? That makes me also wonder if Chiho and Sousuke were talking.
I thought about why Chiho would run away to Australia but honestly, if my crush since childhood started dating and prancing around with my "best friend", I'd run away too
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5) But this goes into Sousuke and Mahiro's relationship being very surface level. We just don't have a lot of context in their relationship to fully understand why they like each other outside of attraction. Since they're still young that might not matter but I can't see them making it past first year of college if they even make it to that point in the first place. Her and Ohno have more in common than she does with Sousuke, because we were able to see that. We don't get to see her and Sousuke really hanging out to understand what their dynamic would be, or even why we should root for them. We know they both can't stand horror so they could bond over that, but what else...
I can already see the big communication issues they're going to have because of Mahiro's lack-of-confidence, and Sousuke's seeming lack-of-action. Speaking on this, if Mahiro is considerate to the point of being a push over, I can see Sousuke being inconsiderate to the point of being oblivious.
Honestly, this relationship might just crash and burn because Mahiro's family will probably pack up and move again, or they'll have communication issues... which won't really be resolved because... you guessed it-- Mahiro's family will pack up and move again.
But I think there might be something in Chiho being left out or "replaced." Idk I feel very sad for her, like where will she be in the friend group when she comes back... Like, she doesn't go to their school so meeting up would be hard, then she'd have to hang out with the two of them and they'd all be moving not to step on each others toes so it would just be awkward. The talk of romance would be thrown out the window unless Chiho gets a bf, even then if that happens and it gets to a point where they feel comfortable speaking about their relationship to Chiho then she'll just be in the middle. Esp if Mahiro and Sousuke fight, and if that happens I think Chiho would 100% defend Sousuke unless it was something definitively his fault.
so I think the friendship is def broken tbh ā®(ļæ£ā½ļæ£)ā
Anyways, I wrote this instead of finishing my assignments that are due at midnight. If you read this far tell me what you think I guess lol !
How about leaving nice and encouraging words under the author's social media;-;
I doubt she will read your comments on a pirated site;-;
Don't misunderstand, I don't want a full arc with Minwoo, he hurt Skylar enough
But I would love if just like in the creator note of s1, we saw Minwoo walking and he happens to see Skylar laughing with Cirrus and their friends, free of his trauma and happy with someone else, not even seeing Minwoo, while Minwoo will still live in regrets abt what he did and losing his best friend
I guess it's just my petty wish
This manhwa really hit the deepest parts of being in a long term relationship. The ups and downs, the transition from being the sweetest to having lukewarm responses. All the necessary changes a certain couple would experience, Iāve been through those already.
The level if anxiousness of having thoughts about breaking up someday is always there but after reading this, i came to realize that āwhats meant to happen will happenā Iāll just be enjoying the ride for the mean time.
Great manhwa. Definitely a good read. (ļæ£āļæ£")
Nice story, I love how green flag the couple is, but I hate how the author portrays their character Satoshi as a straight man when he is obviously bisexual, but denies it because of the homophobia rampant in Japan.
Denying the importance of biological sex is beyond delusional.
The whole "I am not attracted to the same sex but you" is so fucking stupid and delusional.
Sorry Satoshi, you're bi but just can't accept it because of the homophobia and misogyny that go hand in hand together
Thank you for this work dear author. Wish more balanced and healthy josei like that
The happy ending is such a beautiful way to start 2025
Guys I'm so scared for future cuz I understand that rape and assault is the nature of so called 'toxic yaoi' but I thought we all collectively agreed to draw the line at pedophilia so why are so many of you calling this genuinely abhorrent relationship 'romantic' like we are forgetting the bottom used to think of the top in his preteen years and GET OFF. This is literally a story about the cycle of pedophilic grooming , you guys just think it's 'cute' because it got fluffy scenes included
Chap 101 rn, came to vent after seeing that bitch-ass friend with seonghwa and talkin abt the āgameā (get outta here with that fuckass shit)
Dawg I knew something was off with those panels when hyuk and hanmi were doing lowkey sus shit but then bro goes and says she made him feel ashamed (or smthn like that) about that ādark feelingsā that came over him and GUYS wtf am I hearing about Jua (lowkey kept forgetting who that was lmaooo) doing smthn sus to gun on the rooftop???
(Knew all that talk about their bond was bs tf?? Mf was gaslighting me this whole time, manipulating me into trying to OKAY this budding ārelationshipā)
EUGHHHHHH If she wasnt gonna end up with gun Iād rather she stay by herself but if EVEN that wasnt an option I wouldve tolerated that toxic ex, I know damn well my girl wouldve beat his ass.
BUT THE COUSIN??????
FUCK OUTTA HERE
Overall loved the story aside from those points >3<!!!
The end of chapter 121 makes me wanna kill myself. Does jua wanna guilt trip gun that much???? Holy shit I'm going to kill myself
The comedy tag should be removed. What's funny about rape
