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I saw some people being disappointed in the ending mostly because they didn't really get what happened or because they didn't like the writing style
For those who didn't get the ending, the hints of Jaekyung having a possibly good ending are all his imagination (or dare I say his expectations ?) His father understanding him, Hansol and Kwon being friends with him again - these are all fake...
I can understand why some people found the ending a bit rushed, but I feel like it was meant to be written that way, as in the author did it on purpose. And honestly, I really like how they wrote it, as heartbreaking as it was. It's like Jaekyung came to an abrupt end, every hope and expectations that he have been having broke down right then and there and his only solace was death.
That's just sad and cruel, but that's how it went. He did everything in his power to get better and to get out of his father's grasp but it didn't even work. So his only option remaining was taking his own life since he couldn't even get what he dearly wished for: to see his father's smile.
The story obviously wasn't about Jaekyung healing and being happy in the end, it's not about us feeling satisfied by the fact that he came to pick himself up, the author only wanted to ruin us all with the ending haha
I didn't even mean to write so many things about the story but I can't even explain how empty it left me
It was great and awful at the same time. Not to talk about my life but I'm currently dealing with anxiety and reading the parts where Jaekyung is even struggling to stand in front of his father made me feel so bad and overwhelmed, I didn't even know drawings could make me feel this way, I even had to pause multiple times at some point bahahah
Anyways, baby Jaekyung definitely deserved better, but at least he is in a better place where nobody can hurt him.
Oh also, I was really hoping for a chapter where Hansol and Kwon discovered that Jaekyung was... Not there anymore ╥﹏╥ Like idk, it would make me feel better to know that someone cried for him because they actually cared
Crap I don't want to think about that, I'll feel even worse
Anyways, I need my sleep dammit
(Don't mind my long ass comment people, I'll probably regret writing it in a few hours)